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1. 10 Thousand Words Worth Of Memories by penformeri

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Major Character Death
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • PJ Liguori
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Mentioned PJ Liguori
   • Exactly What It Says on the Tin
   • Cute Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Depressed Phil Lester
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Diary/Journal
   • Sad Ending
   • Hurt Dan Howell
   • Hurt Phil Lester
   • Memories
   • POV Dan Howell
   • Break Up
   • Post-Break Up
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Depressed Dan Howell
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   It was cold, and Dan was bored. The journal rested easily on his palms; he hadn't opened it since Phil went away.

   He doesn't have the heart to, but the only thing he fears is losing the memories of the love they once shared before losing everything.

   In which, Dan kept a journal that kept every single memory and every single moment that led to their messy breakup, rereading it only to reunite with Phil through the pages again, Phil doesn't bother reaching back.

   Language:

   English

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