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1. always in the back of my mind by thegianthand

   Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   31 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Travis Martinez & Jackie Taylor
   • Travis Martinez/Natalie Scatorccio
   • Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor
   • Travis Martinez & Lottie Matthews
   • Trans Travis Martinez
   • Lesbian Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets)
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Additional Warnings in Author's Note
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • Body Dysphoria
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Bittersweet Ending
   • Ghost Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets)

   Summary

   "Aren't you sick of having a body, Travis?" 

   The voice came ringing back, tinny and unnatural but so human he could taste it. "What?"

   "I hated it. There wasn't a single day that I didn't hate it."

   "Bullshit," he spat out. He thought of Jackie at Doomcoming, slender and tall in her green dress, the way it clung to her like she had command over it. 

   She giggled. "Travis thinks pretty girls don't hate themselves."

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