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Forced Solitude

Summary:

After a demon’s blood art leaves lingering effects on his mind, Tomioka Giyuu is placed in isolation for the sake of the Corps. The quiet is meant to protect everyone involved, but silence has a way of resurfacing old wounds.
Unexpectedly, Sanemi Shinazugawa and Obanai Iguro refuse to let him disappear, offering a kind of care Giyuu never thought to expect from them.

Or

Giyuu is locked up and loosing his mind while Sanemi and Obanai try to get him out.

Notes:

English is not my first language so please excuse any grammar mistakes :)

"Talking"
(Thoughts)
[BDA - the demon's whispers]

Hope you enjoy :)

Chapter 1: The silence that devours

Notes:

"Talking"
(Thoughts)
[BDA - the demon's whispers]

Chapter Text

Giyuu awakes to quiet.

Not the kind that settles naturally, like mist over water or snowfall muffling the world. This silence feels intentional. Controlled. Like it was built piece by piece and sealed around him.

The room is small.

Tatami floors, a futon pushed neatly against the wall, a low table with a tray of food that has gone untouched long enough for the rice to harden at the edges. The walls are thicker than they should be. Too solid, too close.
There is only one window that's barred.
The lock clicks every time someone passes in the hallway outside.

Giyuu exhales slowly, carefully. The sound feels too loud in the stillness.
A containment room.

He sits up on the futon, movements measured, waiting for the world to tilt or fracture the way it sometimes does now. It does not.

The demon’s blood art lingers differently than pain. It presses instead of cuts. It whispers instead of screams.

Isolation Illusion.

That was what the Corps doctors called it. A blood art that warped perception, seeded hallucinations, made prolonged proximity to others dangerous. The influence lingered even after the demon was slain. Unpredictable, invasive and unstable, they had said.

So they placed him here.

Giyuu had not argued. He had not asked how long it would last. He had nodded once and walked inside on his own feet. Let them shut the door, let them turn the key.

(I'm doing the right thing.)
He repeats that to himself now as he stares at the door.

Temporary isolation, they said.

Two days passed.
Then three.
Then a week.

The silence has grown teeth.
It crawls into his chest and spreads, filling him until he cannot tell where his body ends and the quiet begins.

Old habits creep back in, uninvited and familiar, settling into his bones like something that never truly left.

The demon’s whisper returns unbidden.
[You don’t belong with them.]
Giyuu closes his eyes.
[You never did.]
His hands curl loosely in his lap. Not tight. Not shaking. Just… holding on.
[You only know how to poison the people who stay.]
His breath stutters despite his control.

The thought should not hurt. He knows it is residue. An echo of the blood art mixed with scars that were already there.
But knowing does not stop it from sinking deep.

Footsteps approach. Three sets.

Giyuu’s shoulders tense slightly as voices bleed through the thick walls, muffled but sharp enough to recognize.

“…He’s still not eating. Why is no one doing anything?”

Sanemi Shinazugawa.

Even distorted by distance, his voice carries frustration like heat off a blade. Giyuu can picture him pacing, jaw tight, hands curled like he wants to grab something and shake it.

Another voice follows, quieter but no less edged.

Obanai Iguro.

“Because they think approaching him too soon could trigger the blood art again,” Obanai says. “They’re treating him like he’s volatile.”

A harsh exhale.

“They’re treating him like he’s a bomb.”

Giyuu’s throat tightens.
He had not realized they were allowed near this corridor. Had not realized they would come or that they would care.
He lowers his gaze to the tatami.
A third voice speaks, nervous and uncertain. A Kakushi.

“We were told not to allow contact until the symptoms fully fade.”

“The symptoms,” Sanemi snaps, “are getting worse because he’s locked in a damn box.”

“He’s not dangerous,” Obanai adds sharply. “If he wanted to hurt someone, he wouldn’t have come in voluntarily.”

Giyuu’s breath catches.
Voluntarily.
Yes. He had walked in without protest. He had allowed the lock to turn.
He was doing the right thing.

A pause follows.
Then Sanemi’s voice changes. Drops lower, rougher.

“How bad did he look today?”
Giyuu stiffens. So they have been watching through the observation window.

The Kakushi hesitates.

“He hasn’t spoken. He doesn’t touch the food. His pulse is stable, but… he doesn’t sleep. At least not when we’re monitoring.”

A quiet curse slips from Obanai. Sharp, controlled, angry.
There is a sudden impact against the wall.
Sanemi’s fist.
The vibration hums through the wooden frame and into Giyuu’s spine.

“He’s shutting down,” Sanemi says.

“Anyone with eyes can see it.”
The Kakushi retreats. Footsteps fade.
Silence returns.
But it is different now.
Someone is standing directly outside the door.

“Giyuu.”

Obanai’s voice is low through the wood. Careful. Almost hesitant.

“You don’t have to talk, just... move. Let us know you’re still here.”

Giyuu closes his eyes. His chest tightens painfully.
Sanemi speaks next, voice strained and unfiltered.

“We’re not leaving. I don’t care what the Corps says. You need to hear someone...so you’ll hear us.”

Something warm flickers weakly in Giyuu’s chest. A reaction he does not invite but cannot stop.

He presses his fingers into the sleeve of his haori, grounding himself.

Then the whisper slides back in.
[They shouldn’t waste their time on you.]
[You’ll only drag them down.]
[You always do.]

Shame crashes through him, heavy and familiar. Old self-loathing rearing its head with practiced ease.

He inhales slowly.
Forces his voice to work.

“…I’m fine.”

It cracks.

A sharp intake of breath outside the door.
Sanemi slams his palm against the wood.

“Don’t lie to us.”

“It’s temporary,” Giyuu says quietly. “I can manage.”

“You’re fading,” Obanai replies, tension threading every word. “Anyone can see that.”

“I don’t want to be a risk.”

Sanemi lets out a bitter laugh.

“You think locking yourself in here makes you less of one? You think we’re better off without you?”

Giyuu freezes.
He knows what he should say.
He knows what they want to hear.
But the old thoughts are louder.

(Yes.)
(They would be better off.)

His silence stretches too long.
Sanemi hisses something under his breath.

Obanai’s voice trembles almost imperceptibly.

“Giyuu… don’t retreat like this. Not again.”

(Again.)
(They noticed.)
(They remembered.)

Giyuu curls forward slightly, elbows resting on his thighs, hands loosely clasped. Not clenched. Just holding on.

“I’m trying,” he whispers.

The hallway goes still.
Then Obanai speaks softly.

“That’s enough.”

Sanemi clears his throat roughly.

“Yeah. Keep trying. We’ll do the rest.”

Their footsteps move away eventually. Slow and reluctant.

The silence returns.
But it no longer feels like it is swallowing him whole.

He is still alone.
But he is not unseen.