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1. the rabbit hole is a long way down (it doesn't lead to wonderland) by serenity_pleas (cirinthestars)

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   02 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Phillip Graves & Shadow Company Members (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • Phillip Graves & John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Phillip Graves & John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Phillip Graves & Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick & Phillip Graves
   • Phillip Graves (Call of Duty)
   • Shadow Company Members (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • Original Characters
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Alejandro Vargas
   • Shepherd (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2)
   • Kate Laswell
   • Phillip Graves Whump (Call of Duty)
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Phillip Graves Needs a Hug (Call of Duty)
   • Phillip Graves is Not a Traitor (Call of Duty)
   • Phillip Graves-centric (Call of Duty)
   • Soft Phillip Graves (Call of Duty)
   • Torture
   • Psychological Torture
   • Aftermath of Torture
   • Hurt Phillip Graves (Call of Duty)
   • Will add more as this goes on - Freeform
   • Graves is going through it

   Summary

   He could've saved his men that night. But he didn't, because he had orders to follow.

   Now that...that made their deaths personal. Very personal.

   Phillip doesn't usually hold grudges, but this one? He knows he's going to hold onto it for a long, long while.

   ___

   In which Phillip Graves doesn't like that Shepherd let his men be killed on August 12, and refuses orders to betray TF141 and Los Vaqueros.

   Unfortunately, this leads to hard and painful consequences.

   Series

   • Part 1 of leashed dogs still bite

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