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1. when you know i can't love by mynameisraj

   Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M, Other
   • Complete Work

   04 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Astarion/The Dark Urge (Baldur's Gate)
   • Astarion (Baldur's Gate)/Original Female Character(s)
   • Astarion/Tav (Baldur's Gate)
   • Astarion (Baldur's Gate)
   • The Dark Urge (Baldur's Gate)
   • Raphael (Baldur's Gate)
   • Astarion and Dark Urge-typical content warnings
   • astarion needs a hug
   • Astarion Self-Gaslights for 10k
   • Bed-sharing
   • truly this was supposed to be a Yurgir roleswap AU and instead it's mostly about cuddling while having an internal breakdown
   • background kardammon
   • astarion POV
   • Dark Urge POV
   • paladin durge
   • Non-Explicit Sex
   • Tooth Rotting Fluff
   • thematic fun with the Daylight spell

   Summary

   She slides into the now-empty seat across from an amused Raphael and kicks her foot up on the lance board, scattering pawns across the floor.
   “I want to make a deal,” she says.
   “You know how to keep a man waiting,” he answers.
   -
   Before Astarion can offer Raphael a favor in exchange for the truth about his scars, the Dark Urge swoops in and does it for him.
   He handles this with characteristic maturity and calm.

   Series

   • Part 3 of sul and star's excellent adventure

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,208

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   Comments:

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