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1. I’ve Planned my Goodbyes (you understand right?) by Chickennuggies613

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   07 Jan 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Boston Bears Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • Depression
   • Self-Harm
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Substance Abuse
   • Drug Addiction
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Found Family
   • Blood and Injury
   • Sex
   • Bad Decisions
   • Fame
   • Rehabilitation

   Summary

   Ilya thinks there’s some humour in the concept of trying to kill yourself.

    

   Or: the continuation of “I have everything I want yet nothing at all”

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   15,094

   Chapters:

   6/25

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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