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    All those promises long dead and buried, and yet Cal felt like a gravedigger, constantly clawing through the deep soil to unearth them, only to hold the memories in his mind in a form of deep self-torture. He blamed himself; it could only have been him. Why else would Andre not even care to leave a note after everything? All those stolen nights, cigarettes under the bleachers, touches that felt so intimate they bordered on holy communion and laughter over secrets kept close to their chests, that felt almost ecstatic and contagious in their manic violence.

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    The prequel to California Dreamin' taking place over the two years from when Andre left Cal for college up until they meet again in the club one night in San Francisco. Cal is tortured by Andre leaving him, and searching for answers within himself, he ends up travelling across America, on a journey that will irreparably change him.

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