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1. I’ve Seen Love Die, Way Too Many Times by t4baccteriophage

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Eventual Smut
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • both of them have mental health issues
   • my pookies
   • Mutual Masturbation
   • Frottage
   • Tender Sex

   Summary

   Kinda AU where Shane and Ilya are forced to discuss their mental health issues before TLG?

   Shane goes to surprise visit Ilya a month after he’s moved to Ottawa only to find that his mental health isn’t great. Shane’s isn’t either after a health scare and he’s forced to focus his exercise behaviors with Ilya. (TW ED/discussion of suicidal thoughts).

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   English

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