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youhei sat in his bathroom, staring himself in the mirror as his blood went from his shoulder down his arm to his hand where he held the razor
he was just staring at himself, not blinking, just staring, ignoring the blood, the cuts, the pain
he deserved this, this was okay, he needed this
he was brought back from the dead, revived, him, his entire class that also died, and the previous session
they were all alive and put in another killing game except monomoko was helping them with escape, a few weeks she said, they would all be free, just deal with the morning games, the motive, the stares, the murmurs, the glares, the yelling
just deal with it, stand there and deal with it
then at night, he goes into his bathroom and cuts, or burns his skin
youhei had completely dissociated and didn't even feel the hands on his waist, the soft words in his ear, the kisses on his cuts, the tongue lapping up his blood
he soon felt hands on his face, slowly coming back in he was immediately met with stars
“look whos back”
youhei tilted his head to the side
“yunta?”
yunta giggled
“oh puppy, welcome back”
youhei rubbed his eyes, noticing the razor was gone, he looked over and saw his shoulder was wrapped up, he was sitting on his bed now, well, yunta was sitting on his bed he was in her lap
“what's going on”
yunta rubbed his back
“i heard a few concerned whispers, and decided to come check on my stupid dog, and when i come in, here you are cutting yourself and just sitting there”
youhei bit his lip
“oh, fuck did it bother you, or like, did you spend too much time-”
“shut up puppy”
youhei shut his mouth and looked away, yunta coos at him and just pulled him closer
“I helped you because I wanted to puppy, I really cannot leave you alone can I? my stupid dog”
youhei whined and nuzzled his face in her neck
“m sorry”
yunta continued to rub his back
“oh puppy, lets go to bed hm? then tomorrow we'll spend all day together, doesn't that sound nice?”
youhei nodded his head and yunta let them both fall down, laying in a tangled heap together
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slowly youhei woke up, feeling like shit, he normally woke up like this what he didn't normally wake up to was yunta gently rubbing his stomach, pressing kisses to his neck
“mh? yunta?”
yunta pulled away from his neck, kissing his cheek
“hi puppy”
youhei curled into her side, yunta let out a small coo
“can't go back to sleep yet, i need to check your sugar”
youhei let out a soft whine and yunta just smacked his thigh, where his old cuts were, which caused youhei to arch off the bed, eyes blown wide
“im checking your sugar puppy, now be a good boy and tell me where your bag is”
youhei pointed over to his desk
“m-my bag is in the third drawer on the right”
yunta slowly got off the bed, walking over to the desk, once she opened the drawer she smiled softly
“oh good dog, you told me the truth”
youhei smiled softly, he was good, he was always good for yunta, a good dog
yunta walked back over and swiftly pricked youheis finger, put it on the tab and hummed, sticking it in the machine
“oh look at that, 160, good boy”
youhei tried to push himself closer to yunta, the other clearly noticed and stepped closer, letting the boy press into her side
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yunta had left to bring youhei something to eat, so he sat have dazed on his bed waiting for the other to return
just sitting there playing with his hair, maybe he should change, but he wants yuntas clothes, not his, his didn't feel right, but yuntas did, they felt so good
and he's been good so if he asks her nicely maybe she'll say yes
he heard the door open and snapped his head to look, seeing yunta walk in with a plate
“i made you some fried eggs with butter toast, nothing fancy but you'll stay full”
youhei didn't get off the bed, watching yunta set the plate down and pressing a soft kiss to his head
“go on and eat puppy”
youhei nodded his hand and picked up the fork, slowly eating the eggs while yunta just watched, rubbing her hands over his back
once youhei finished the eggs he looked over at yunta, pink covering his face
“y-yunta?”
yunta let out a soft hum
“Yes?”
youhei looked down at the floor
“can, can i wear some of your clothes?”
yunta pressed a kiss to his cheek
“oh such a good dog, asking so sweetly, ill be right back, i should bring over a lot shouldn't i?”
youhei nodded his head
“please please, my clothes feel wrong”
yunta traced a finger down his neck
“thats because you're a dog, and a dog only uses what their owner gives them, and i didn't give you those clothes did i? no i didn't, so it's no wonder they feel wrong to you because they are wrong”
youhei was melting under yuntas touch, pushing himself into her side, needing to be close, yunta let out a soft coo, grabbing youheis face and pulling him into a kiss
youhei gripped her arm and tried to kiss back before she pulled away
“oh stupid puppy”
youhei let out a soft whine while yunta laughed
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it had been a day since yunta moved into his room, she dragged her mattress in and pulled his to the floor, youhei didn't mind it, he just wanted to be close
youhei had just woken up from a nap, one of yuntas shirts falling off his shoulder, slowly looking around to see if yunta was there, he felt a hand grab his face
“looks like someone woke up”
youhei looked down and smiled, yunta had taken off her suit, coat and mask, just to lay down with him during the afternoon, youhei felt so happy, she only did that if he was being really good, meaning yunta thought he was being good
youhei laid back down and nuzzled into yuntas chest, wrapping his arms around her waist and slipping his legs between hers, yunta wrapped her arms around his neck and started running her fingers through his hair
he was being a good dog, a good dog for yunta