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1. I hope you hate me. by breatherepeat

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Family Issues
   • Family Secrets
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Childhood Memories
   • Abusive Relationships
   • Developing Relationship
   • Healing
   • Therapy
   • Depression
   • Sad and Sweet
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Neurodiversity

   Summary

   Set during The Long Game(ish) timeline and imaged with the characters from the television series. This story will go deeper into Ilya's therapy sessions and fill in blanks from Ilya's past. Difficult themes will be discussed as they are worked through.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   65,267

   Chapters:

   28/?

   Comments:

   70

   Kudos:

   147

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   48

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