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1. all the words i never said and my only regrets | [nellis] by rarityfan

   Fandoms: Left 4 Dead (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Ellis/Nick (Left 4 Dead)
   • Nick (Left 4 Dead)
   • Nick's Ex-Wife (Left 4 Dead)
   • Ellis (Left 4 Dead)
   • Ellis's Mother (Left 4 Dead)
   • Rochelle (Left 4 Dead)
   • Coach (Left 4 Dead)
   • Keith (Left 4 Dead)
   • Pre-Virus AU
   • Pre-Canon
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • they pretend they don't know each other
   • green flu works differently
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • they make it to the evac station on time
   • CEDA fucking sucks
   • Zombies
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • everyone is ooc
   • non canon names
   • Sharing a Room
   • Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Past Trauma
   • Unresolved Sexual Tension
   • smut is not the main point of the story but they'll probably get freaky eventually
   • they HATEEE each other
   • No beta we die like bill

   Summary

   They thought they would never see each other again after that night in Savannah. If only they knew they would end up stuck with one another after the world turned to shit.

   After successfully making it to the evacuation station just in time to catch the last helicopter out of Georgia, Nick and Ellis are forced to face their troubled past head-on if they want to survive in this new world.

   Do those feelings ever go away?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,195

   Chapters:

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