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1. I'm Saying Sorry For the Nights I Can't Speak by rsgrayson

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   15 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hayden Pike
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Major Character Injury
   • Eating Disorders
   • Depression
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

   Summary

   Shane was never going to forgive himself for leaving, for hearing Ilya sob from the otherside of the door and still walking away. Ilya told him to leave and it broke something in Shane. He stared down at the container of meal prep, eyes wet and his chest caved in, and threw it in the garbage.
   This was moment things truly spiraled out of control.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,240

   Chapters:

   2/?

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