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1. to love me is to suffer me by burntoutbandito

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Rivals to Lovers
   • Eventual Smut
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • College Hockey
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Religious Guilt
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Good Friend Hayden Pike
   • Mutual Pining
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   “you do not like me, captain hollander.” he said. it wasn’t an accusation. just a statement.

   shane opened his mouth, then closed it again.

   he could have denied it. could have snapped. but he didn’t.

   “i don’t let distractions stick around.” shane answered evenly. “that’s all.”

   or

   when shane hollander's carefully controlled word collides with ilya rozanov, a brilliant, reckless russian exchange student with too much talent and too may secrets, college hockey becomes a battlefield, but the real danger isn't what's on the ice.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   15,137

   Chapters:

   3/?

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