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1. Losing him was blue like I'd never known. by SweetieR

   Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   20 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
   • Harry Styles
   • Louis Tomlinson
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • OFC - Melanie Straps
   • Jacob Elordi
   • Exes to Lovers
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Soft Louis Tomlinson
   • Jealous Harry Styles
   • Like insanely jealous
   • Bratty Louis Tomlinson
   • They're so in love but so stupid
   • Stubborn Louis Tomlinson
   • Stubborn Harry Styles
   • Possessive Harry Styles

   Summary

   Harry and Louis broke up 3 weeks ago after 5 amazing years together. Louis really thought they were the real thing, that they would get married, adopt a bunch of kids and live happily ever after... Turns out Harry stopped loving him and it's cool. It's alright. It's life. Louis understands. But he if he decides to go to their Christmas office party with the man Harry hates the most on Earth? It's a coincidence and in NO WAY a way to make him jealous. Louis is not that petty. He is not.

   Or - Louis' disastrous idea might be the best idea he ever had.
   [Written for the BL secret Santa exchange.]

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   English

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