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Part 1 of Poem Tributes to Authors
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2026-01-19
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Hello, Angel

Summary:

What Giyuu had thought out before jumping off that roof.

Notes:

Soo....i had this idea for a while, and now its finally coming into life. im too tired and lazy to add more notes now so ill add later

but read the original fic! its sooo good

inspired by ofc the original fic. but also these following songs:

ghostin by Ariana Grande

Angel Baby by Troye Sivan

i love you by Billie Eillish

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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I would never say goodbye-

so in my head-

you never left.

 

You’re so alive.

Your white hair looks just like an angel’s.

And angels won’t die because-

 

they already are.

 

A minute without your warmth next to mine…

your burning passion and love…

your warm lavender irises when they didn’t swim with tears…

 

I cannot bear.

So understand.

 

When that beautiful part of you were chained by these cruel people-

when you stay the strongest…

just for me-

while I wept and screamed on the floor.

 

You knew, angel.

 

That’s why…

 

you didn’t show you were scared.

Because really, you weren’t.

You curved your lips,

 

as you froze in time.

 

As they stole you from me.

 

I would wonder…

How we became like this.

 

Embracing in blood diluted with tears.

 

And how did I end up-

like a solitary swan?

Looking for their second half…

forever.

 

I wasn’t always like this,

I had you-!

 

Angel, where are you?

I think I saw your star light up the red on the floor.

I think you saved me, angel.

I think I heard you call, angel.

 

I have no regrets on our past.

There’s dried stains all over me and I don’t seem to care.

 

Angel, let me come find you.

I’m ready now.

 

Angel, I’m ready to join you.

 

In my head-

you never left me.

 

And now…we’re both angels.

But there’s a difference-

 

because your my angel.

 

Because I never said-

but I love you.

 

Thank you, my angel.

 

I love you, my angel.

 

Sanemi,

 

I love you.

Notes:

its sad yes...and normally i hate angst but i tried to make this is as bittersweet as i could
also my first time writing poetry, you can prob tell i know nothing about it (but idrk)

the format is very loose and very un stylized- no like proper stanzas or anything, because i wanted the poem to reflect on giyuu's fragmented thoughts

the word angel is repeated bc my interpretation of the fic is that giyuu really does think sanemi saved him from a life of serious depression and loneliness. besides, i couldnt get the vision of sanemi being an angel out of my head- he's got the white hair for it and stuff so >///<

i was rereading a children's book (one of my faves in 4th grade, Ms. Bixby's Last Day) when this idea suddenly resurfaced (ive always wanted to do poem tributes for my favorite fics!) so i grabbed A NEON ORANGE colored pencil (i know) and wrote in on a scrap sheet of paper at 1 am. im actually happy with his poem kinda, i think i did a decent job caputuring giyuu's mental turnmoil in the original fic.

again, go read the fic! and thank you to kayz for writing the original fic!

good day!

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