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The first thing Kaz noticed about the room was the chairs.
Cheap plastic. Bolted to the floor. Arranged in a circle that pretended to be gentle. The kind of circle that asked you to bleed prettily and call it progress.
The second thing he noticed was the woman sitting directly across from him.
She didn’t look at him.
Which, in Kaz’s experience, meant everything.
The group therapy room sat dead center between the men’s and women’s wings of Blacktide Correctional—neutral ground, they called it. Like neutrality was possible inside concrete walls that hummed with cameras and fluorescent lights. Guards stood by the door, arms crossed, bored but alert. The therapist—a middle-aged woman with wire-rim glasses and a voice trained to sound endlessly patient—smiled like she believed in second chances.
Kaz didn’t.
He sat with his cane angled carefully between his knees, gloved hands resting atop the the crest of the curve. He’d been told to leave it behind. He’d refused. They’d argued. It led him to spent a week in solitary but when they opened the door to let him out, they had tossed a a cheaply-made plastic cane into the barren room. One that would likely snap before he could use it as a blunt weapon. But still. He won.
In the end, he always won.
“In this space,” the therapist said, “we listen without judgment.”
Kaz almost laughed.
Across from him, the woman finally lifted her eyes.
She was small, though not fragile. That was the first mistake people would make. Dark hair braided neatly down her back, hands folded in her lap like she was at prayer. There was a faint scar at her throat—old, clean, deliberate. Not an accident.
Her eyes met his.
Sharp. Assessing. Devoutly calm.
She looked away first, not because she’d lost the contest, but because she’d learned long ago when to retreat.
Interesting.
“Inej,” the therapist said gently. “Would you like to introduce yourself?”
Inej inhaled slowly before she spoke, as if measuring the cost of each word.
“I’m here for aggravated assault and evasion,” she said. Her voice was soft, but it carried. She shifted in her seat, hesitating. "And—two counts of third degree murder but—I don’t believe that defines me.”
A few people shifted. Someone scoffed quietly. Kaz watched the room instead of her, cataloguing reactions like inventory.
“And you?” the therapist said, turning to him. “Kaz.”
He leaned back in his chair, cane hooked loosely under one arm.
“Kaz Brekker,” he said. “Fraud. Racketeering. Conspiracy. Eight counts of first degree of murder.” —That they knew of.
He paused, then added, “And I object to the premise of this exercise.”
The therapist smiled tighter. “Noted.”
Inej looked at him again.
This time, there was something like amusement in her eyes.
They weren’t supposed to talk outside the session.
Rules were rules. Lines painted bright yellow on the floor to separate wings. Men to the left. Women to the right. Do not cross. Do not linger. Do not exchange information.
Kaz learned rules the way other people learned fairy tales—by dissecting where they broke.
He noticed her everywhere after that.
In the hallway after meals, walking with quiet precision, never brushing the walls. In the yard, stretching instead of lifting weights, bare feet pressed into the concrete like she could feel the earth beneath it. She moved like someone who trusted her body completely.
He hated how much that told him.
The second group session was worse.
“Today,” the therapist said, “we’re discussing accountability.”
Kaz watched Inej’s hands curl slightly in her lap.
“Accountability,” the therapist continued, “means acknowledging harm done to others.”
Kaz raised an eyebrow. “And if the harm was justified?”
A murmur rippled through the circle.
The therapist met his gaze. “That’s not for us to decide.”
Inej spoke before she seemed to realize she would.
“Sometimes,” she said quietly, “harm is the only language left to you.”
Kaz turned fully toward her.
She didn’t flinch.
The therapist cleared her throat. “Inej, would you like to expand on that?”
Inej hesitated, then nodded.
“When no one listens,” she said, “when the system closes every door—you learn how to open windows instead.”
Kaz smiled without warmth.
“Careful,” he said. “That sounds like justification.”
Her eyes sharpened. “Careful,” she replied. “That sounds like someone who’s never had to survive without teeth.”
A few people laughed nervously.
The therapist intervened quickly, but Kaz barely heard her. His focus had narrowed to the woman across from him, to the steady line of her spine, the way she met violence with grace and refused to apologize for it.
He wanted to know what she’d broken.
He wanted to know who.
Kaz would catalogue every word she spoke during the meetings, which wasn't much for she seldom spoke anyway. But when she did, the words sank in the space in the centre of circle with the weight of its profound meaning, laden with some ancient ache that he thought only he felt gnawing around the shell of his ribs, slowly eating away to the core. Each scrap of information she divulged felt like another piece of the puzzle to a picture he couldn't decipher. He was a blind man, trying to recreate a picture from a reference he didn't have.
Kaz would comment on the absurdity of “reform.” Inej would talk about survival. He spoke in riddles sharpened into knives. She spoke in truths stripped of decoration. The room listened when they talked. Even Dr. Vansen seemed to forget her clipboard.
“Why do you think you’re here?” Dr. Vansen asked one day, eyes on Kaz.
Kaz shrugged. “Poor planning on the part of law enforcement.”
A ripple of laughter.
“And you, Ms. Ghafa?”
Inej considered. “Because the world doesn’t forgive women who learn how to end things.”
Kaz’s gaze snapped to her, sharp and assessing. She didn’t look back.
Another scrap. Another piece. And still she was a question mark.
They spoke for the first time alone three weeks later.
It was an accident.
Or rather, a collision of intent and opportunity.
The prison library was quiet in the way only prisons could be—heavy with unspoken rules. Kaz favored the back shelves, where the cameras didn’t quite reach and the guards rarely bothered to look twice.
He was reading case law when a shadow fell across the page.
“I thought you didn’t believe in rehabilitation,” Inej said.
He didn’t look up. “I don’t believe in fiction.”
She leaned against the shelf beside him, arms crossed. Up close, he could see the faint bruising along her knuckles—recent. Self-defense, probably. Or punishment.
“Then why come to group?” she asked.
“Because judges like remorse,” he said. “And silence reads as guilt.”
She hummed thoughtfully. “And yet you speak.”
“I speak strategically.”
She smiled at that, small and knowing.
“What are you reading?” she asked.
“Appeals,” he said. “Ways out.”
Her expression softened—not with pity, but with recognition.
“Freedom,” she said. “Everyone reads about it differently.”
He finally looked at her then, really looked.
“What do you read?” he asked.
“Maps,” she said. “Of places I’ll go.”
He snorted. “Optimist.” He said it like an insult.
She shrugged, undeterred, a small mollifying smile on her face. “Explorer.”
After that, they began to orbit each other carefully.
Never too close. Never where guards could see patterns forming.
In group, their debates grew sharper, more dangerous. Kaz challenged the system openly. Inej challenged him. Where he spoke of power, she spoke of mercy—not as weakness, but as restraint.
“Do you even believe in mercy? In forgiveness?” she asked once, a strange curl of curiosity in her tone, without the heavy scrape of judgement.
“I believe in leverage,” he replied.
“And when you’re done leveraging?” she asked.
He had no answer for that.
Sometimes, after sessions, their eyes would meet across the painted line on the floor. Sometimes, they smiled. Sometimes, they didn’t.
One evening, a fight broke out in the women’s wing. Kaz heard about it before lights-out. He didn’t ask how. Information flowed to him the way blood flowed to a wound. Inej had intervened. Someone twice her size. A guard slow to respond.
She was fine, they said. Bruised. Locked down for the night.
Kaz lay awake staring at the ceiling, jaw clenched, hand tight around his cane. He didn’t know why it mattered.
Only that it did.
The second to last group session before his transfer came without warning to a maximum security facility. Different rules. Harsher punishment. A cage more befitting your kind, hissed a guard under his breath.
Kaz listened as the therapist droned on about progress and closure and how proud she was of them.
When it was his turn to speak, he stood.
“I don’t believe people change here,” he said calmly. “I believe they adapt.”
The room was silent.
“But,” he continued, eyes flicking briefly to Inej, “adaptation is still survival. And survival is not nothing.”
Inej met his gaze, something unguarded flickering there.
When the guards came to escort him out, she spoke.
“Brekker,” she said.
He paused.
“Windows,” she said softly. “Not doors.”
His mouth curved, sharp and real.
“Maps,” he replied. A silent, unsaid exchange passed between them.
Come on, Inej, he thought. Don't you want to explore?
Inej's eyes flashed with understanding. The dark of her irises glittered with hope. Something in Kaz constricted with the knowledge that it was him that put that hungry look in her eyes.
Kaz had not intended to escape.
That was a lie.
Kaz always intended to escape. He just hadn’t found the right fulcrum yet.
Blackwater was old, corrupt, and underfunded. Guards were underpaid. Cameras malfunctioned. Schedules were predictable if you watched long enough. Kaz watched. He listened. He learned.
He noticed which guard liked to gamble. Which one took bribes. Which one hated his job enough to look away.
But it wasn't until her arrival that he could do something about it. She was the key.
She moved like a ghost through the women’s wing during shared activities. Always alert. Always counting. When fights broke out, she was never in the centre, but somehow she would weave in-between the crushing masses and dismantle them before they could land a blow on her.
One night, during recreation hour, Kaz maneuvered himself onto the bench nearest the dividing fence that separated the co-ed yard. Inej sat on the other side, close enough that if she leaned forward, their fingers might touch through the chain links. They spoke in murmurs, architecting a plan to flee this rotten cage once and for all.
Kaz had arranged a distraction in the men’s wing—a fight big enough to draw guards, small enough not to trigger lockdown. He bribed a maintenance worker to delay reporting a broken camera near the laundry tunnels.
Inej would handle the rest.
She had friends in the women’s wing. Not allies—friends were liabilities—but people who owed her. She’d learned the ventilation system’s quirks during kitchen duty. She’d memorized guard rotations and shift changes.
The night it happened, the power flickered at 2:17 a.m.
Blackwater exhaled.
Kaz moved first. Cane abandoned. Cuffs slipped with a stolen key. He disappeared into the maintenance corridors, footsteps silent.
Inej was already there when he reached the junction near the old service elevator. She’d changed out of her jumpsuit, stolen guard uniform hanging loose on her frame. Her hair was braided tight, eyes bright with something that looked like joy.
“Took you long enough,” she whispered.
Kaz’s smile was feral. “I had to make an entrance.”
They moved together like they’d practiced for years. Through tunnels and shadows, past rusted doors and blind corners. Alarms screamed behind them—too late.
They reached the perimeter fence as sirens wailed. Kaz disabled the final lock with a device he’d built from scraps and stubbornness.
Gunfire cracked the night.
A guard stepped into their path. Young. Terrified. His finger tightened on the trigger.
Inej moved.
It was fast. Too fast to be mercy.
The guard fell. Breathing stopped.
Kaz didn’t hesitate. Another appeared. Then another. Kaz’s hands were steady. His aim precise. He ended threats the way he always had—completely.
By the time they cleared the fence, there were bodies behind them.
First-degree murder, they would say later. Multiple counts. Premeditated.
The labels didn't matter. The guilt ran like water through his hands. A cornered dog bites, he reminded himself. This will weigh heavier on Inej's soul than it will ever weigh on his. The guilt stains her hands like crusted blood, thick, hot and sticky. And from what he's observed of her, it's almost like she refuses to wash it off. Feeling the need to inflict some twisted form of self-punishment as penance instead.
They didn’t stop running until dawn bled pale over the city.
On a rooftop overlooking the river, they finally paused. Kaz’s breath came hard. Inej leaned against the brick wall, chest rising and falling, eyes alight.
“We’re...we're free,” she said, as if tasting the words.
“For now,” Kaz replied.
She laughed softly. “You don’t believe in happy endings.”
“I believe in earned ones.”
She studied him then, really looked. The monster the papers had made him. The man who had opened a door and walked through it with her.
“Where will you go?” she asked tentatively.
Kaz extended his hand. Not as a demand. Not as a test. More, a nervous offer. One he'd been thinking of for a long while, turning it over in his head at night when his head wouldn't quiet and he couldn't sleep.
"Somewhere new. Where they won't know our faces or our names. Somewhere we can start anew. Would you—come with me?"
Inej's breath caught in her throat, her soft mouth parted slightly. She blinked at him and Kaz began to feel the useless thing in his chest start to shrivel into itself. Maybe this was all stupid of him, maybe—
"Yes."
Kaz swallowed thickly.
"With you?" She smiled warmly and Kaz felt it like ambrosia flooding his chest, his stomach. "Anywhere?"
"With me," he confirmed. "Anywhere you want."
Her grin widened, if possible. How they could've ever locked away someone so effervescent, someone so brilliant and alive, Kaz didn't understand. He would never forgive.
She took hand. Warm skin to cold, stiff leather.
Below them, the city woke—unaware, unrepentant.
And Kaz and Inej disappeared into it like smoke.