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1. depollute me by RIVALKEITH

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Established Relationship
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • internalized ableism
   • Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)
   • overstimulation (not the sexy kind)

   Summary

   The people around him had already picked up on his other weird tendencies. His religious rigidity, his flat tone, the way he stumbles through the most benign of interactions. People call him words like neurotic, tightly-wound, robotic, boring– and he doesn’t mind all that much. But if people knew that a lip smack, overhead lighting, or another person’s touch could send him melting down, they’d call him something worse. Weak.

   or; Shane gets overstimulated on game day against the Raiders. He tries to hide it from Ilya in fear of being seen as weak, so Ilya has to remind him just how loved he really is.

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