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1. if you really love nothing by desmodus

   Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Felix Hugo Fraldarius/Sylvain Jose Gautier
   • Sylvain Jose Gautier/Original Male Character(s)
   • Sylvain Jose Gautier
   • Felix Hugo Fraldarius
   • Injury
   • Breathplay
   • sex as self-harm
   • Alcohol
   • Angst
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Dissociation
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note

   Summary

   It's a dangerous game Sylvain is playing. He can see each opportunity as it passes within inches of him. Maybe that's Sylvain's problem. He doesn't disappear enough on the battlefield. He's always still there, a little ways apart from his instincts, always wondering if he moved wrong, if he chose to move wrong—

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   Sylvain can't conceive of a relationship with himself that doesn't involve pain. As such, he goes out of his way to make it hurt.

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