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1. Bernadette. by junip3rrrrr

   Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   03 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • d3rLord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • d3rLord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo & d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Insane d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • d3rLord3 Has PTSD (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Bottom d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Top The King in Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • He/Him Pronouns for The King in Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • The King In Yellow is Called Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Obsession
   • Eventual Smut
   • Slow Burn
   • One-Sided Attraction
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Tentacle Sex
   • Mild Hurt/Comfort
   • Heavy Angst
   • Self-Harm
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Stockholm Syndrome
   • kinda..
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • Denial
   • Sexual Overstimulation
   • Masturbation
   • Voyeurism
   • Eventual Fluff
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Kinda
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • depends how u feel about it
   • Jealousy

   Summary

   Hell is too small a word.
   Too neat.
   Too contained.

   What D3rlord3 endured had no limit, no containment. It was messy, sloppy and overwhelmingly too much.

   It followed him home and made itself comfortable inside his thoughts, whispering truths, false statements and knowledge that no mortal human should know about that he didn't ask for peel him apart from the inside. Slowly turning him into someone he doesn't recognize anymore. A shell of the man he once was.

   He is alive in the technical sense only—functioning, breathing, breaking slowly while a King, a God, a Monster, a Eldritch Horror, watched his every move, keeping him alive for a reason he did not know.

   Or at least thats what he was going to keep telling himself.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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