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1. I Didn't Really Lose You by cakeMONSTARR

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   09 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Bruce Banner
   • Tony Stark
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Pepper Pots
   • Sam Wilson
   • Clint Barton
   • Peter Parker
   • JARVIS the AI (Marvel)
   • Canon Divergence - Post-Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)
   • Post-Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)
   • Stucky - Freeform
   • Bucky Barnes Has PTSD
   • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
   • Hurt Bucky Barnes
   • Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Bucky Barnes Has Panic Attacks
   • Bucky Barnes Has Chronic Pain
   • Protective Steve Rogers
   • Steve Rogers Needs a Hug
   • Bucky Barnes Recovering from Being The Winter Soldier
   • Steve Rogers & Tony Stark Friendship
   • Torture
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • Psychological Torture
   • Aftermath of Torture
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Deaf Clint Barton
   • Canon Disabled Character
   • Disabled Character
   • Physical Disability
   • Therapy
   • Bucky Barnes Has Memory Issues
   • Steve Rogers is a Ray of Sunshine
   • Title From a Slowdive Song
   • Touch-Starved
   • Heavy Angst
   • Nystagmus
   • Blind Bucky Barnes

   Summary

   “Mr Banner has asked that you, to quote him directly, ‘... not freak out.’ regarding the following information.”

   Steve paused his drawing, flicking his eyes up to the walls with a puzzled expression.

   “I have been instructed to inform you that The Avengers have successfully located and captured The Winter Soldier, otherwise known as Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes.”

   All the air in Steve’s lungs was drained in an instant.

   “Bucky?!” He whispered, his voice trembling.

   “Affirmative.”

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

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