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1. Powerless In The Hands of Pain by seleniumx_lover

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime), Gachiakuta (Manga)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No category
   • Work in Progress

   29 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Zanka Nijiku & Rudo Surebrec
   • Riyo Reaper & Rudo Surebrec
   • Regto & Rudo Surebrec
   • Enjin & Zanka Nijiku & Riyo Reaper & Rudo Surebrec
   • Enjin & Rudo Surebrec
   • Rudo Surebrec
   • Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Riyo Reaper
   • Semiu Grier
   • Team Akuta Ensemble (Gachiakuta)
   • Cleaners Ensemble (Gachiakuta)
   • Regto (Gachiakuta)
   • Rudo Surebrec Is A Little Shit (Gachiakuta)
   • Rudo Surebrec Needs A Hug (Gachiakuta)
   • Hurt Rudo Surebrec (Gachiakuta)
   • Rudo Surebrec Has Chronic Pain (Gachiakuta)
   • Author Loves Rudo
   • Self-Harm
   • Chronic Pain
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • first fic
   • Angst
   • unreliable author
   • Rushed

   Summary

   Zanka had turned back around as well, still in a state of shock. He stared at the sink and the cabinet. Blood lining the shelves and leaky tap. Bandages draped over the pain killers, spilled across multiple items. A razor sat displayed on top of a blood soaked tissue.

   “I.. What…?”

   Zanka spun around to stare at Rudo.
   The boy he had never truly loved, but never truly disliked. The boy he saw as his little brother, the boy he fought with. The kid. The 15 year old.

   ——————

   OR, Rudo gets caught self-harming.

   (Author’s first fic, don’t judge 🥹)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,853

   Chapters:

   2/?

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