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1. this is me trying by runningaway

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   05 Feb 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • BDSM
   • Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Soft Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Sub Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Has OCD
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Disabled Shane Hollander
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Kink Negotiation
   • Alternate Universe
   • Professional Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Hockey Player Shane Hollander
   • Good Boy Shane Hollander
   • Praise Kink
   • Light Bondage
   • Oral Sex

   Summary

   After a life-changing hockey injury, Shane decided that he needed to learn to be okay with losing control. If he is going to be shoved around by the universe like a doll, he should at least be able to build strength internally. He researched a bunch of options, most of them getting progressively more asinine, until he finally found something just on the right side of a bad idea.

   Gay BDSM. Or, more specifically, paying for an appointment with a professional male dom: Rozanov.

   or:

   ocd exposure therapy and confronting new disabilities through autism-friendly kink exploration amen hallelujah!!!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,852

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   24

   Kudos:

   136

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