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1. Why do I only love those who hurt me so...? by SoapySoupTwo

   Fandoms: Boyfriend to Death (Visual Novels), You Kill Me Every Time: Strade (Gatobob Visual Novel)  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Ren Hana/Original Female Character(s)
   • Ren Hana/Reader
   • Ren Hana
   • Strade (Boyfriend to Death)
   • Ren Hana (You Kill Me Every Time: Strade)
   • Strade (You Kill Me Every Time: Strade)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Reader
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • mentioned death
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicide
   • No beta we die like Strade
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Manipulation
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Dubious Consent
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Alcohol
   • Kidnapping
   • Cutting
   • Violence
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Heavy Angst
   • Light Sadism
   • Torture
   • Abandonment Issues
   • I Love Ren Hana
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note

   Summary

   This takes place after Strade dies. A depressed Ren runs into reader.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,886

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   5

   Kudos:

   7

   Hits:

   341