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1. would you love me more by LCasuallyDies

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Feb 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Alternate Universe - BDSM
   • Dom/sub
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Sub Shane Hollander
   • Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Subdrop
   • Dissociation
   • Non-Consensual Touching
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Vomiting
   • past dubious consent
   • and also
   • Dubious Consent
   • I promise there will be a good ending despite how the tags look

   Summary

   Shane is certain there's something wrong with him, but the idea of letting anyone know that is outright terrifying.

   So when Ilya finds him for what he is, and tries to fix him regardless, Shane panics. Because that's not how it's supposed to go; not how Shane wants it to be. At least not with Ilya.

   *
   or: another subdrop hr fic because we need more of them.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,239

   Chapters:

   2/3

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