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  1. FEAR (and its many friends) by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    04 Jul 2026

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    “This isn’t normal, hyung. Please—just—” Namjoon sighed, rough. “Let me help you.”

    Yoongi’s breath stuttered. He couldn’t do it. Couldn’t tell Namjoon—worried Namjoon—why he kept washing his hands. Why the skin split—peeled—bled. Why he couldn’t stop.

    He couldn't tell Namjoon—rational Namjoon—that he had to be clean. Because their toothbrushes were too close together. Too close to the toilet. That Namjoon’s semen could have travelled to Yoongi’s toothbrush. To his hands.

    He couldn’t tell Namjoon—beautiful Namjoon—that when Yoongi touched himself later, that semen could enter his cunt. Impregnate him. That he could never have Namjoon’s kids. That he was unfit to be a parent.

    He couldn’t tell Namjoon. He could never understand.

    “I’m almost done.”

    —

    Yoongi has a laundry list of mental disorders, and Namjoon has patience.

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