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1. blue by thatsproblematicdarling

   Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Feb 2026

   Tags

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   • Bode Akuna/Cal Kestis
   • Past Cal Kestis/Merrin - Relationship
   • Bode Akuna
   • Cal Kestis
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Captivity
   • Self-Harm
   • Bargaining
   • Touch-Starved
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Death Threats
   • Non-Consensual Sedation
   • that's not how bacta works
   • Sensory Deprivation
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Cal Kestis Whump
   • POV Cal Kestis
   • Dark Cal Kestis
   • Bode Akuna's Punchable Face
   • Attempted Seduction
   • Bacta Tanks (Star Wars)

   Summary

   I’m going to kill you, he mouths at Bode. He can almost see the ghost of his own reflection in the glass, the yellow in his eyes barely visible for all the blue he’s trapped in. Bode’s are still brown beyond the bacta, dark and familiar. Cal hates that they are, that despite all the death he’s caused, there’s no telltale ring of sickly yellow to indicate how he’s fallen. Not like Cal did.

   Written for Febuwhump 2026.
   prompt: DAY 22: worse than death

   Series

   • Part 12 of thatsproblematic febuwhump 2026

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