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1. The Now, The Then, The Thinking of When by starindex

   Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen, Other
   • Work in Progress

   24 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Enji | Endeavor
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Shouto
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Natsuo
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Fuyumi
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Rei
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya
   • Todoroki Enji | Endeavor
   • Todoroki Shouto
   • Todoroki Natsuo
   • Todoroki Fuyumi
   • Todoroki Rei
   • Toga Himiko
   • Sako Atsuhiro | Mr. Compress
   • Iguchi Shuuichi | Spinner
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Post-Canon
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Trans Dabi | Todoroki Touya
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya Has DID - Dissociative Identity Disorder
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya Has ADHD
   • Autistic Dabi | Todoroki Touya
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Tags May Change
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Updates Will Be Slow
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya Has An Eating Disorder
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • Dabi | Todoroki Touya Has CPTSD - Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

   Summary

   I am not real. That was the first thought Touya had when he woke up from his coma and the second thought he had was, I want to—

   He didn’t die and that seemed on-brand with his life. No matter what he did, no matter what he had gone through, no matter how much shit happened to him with the only option left being to react and react and react and react— he would come out the other end while standing on both his own two feet, hysterical and numb.
   

   Enji decides to pull some strings and have Touya placed under house arrest.

   It does not go smoothly.

   Series

   • Part 1 of the hand

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,871

   Chapters:

   2/?

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