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1. „Self Destruct“ - The Trusted by Meowk1

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Rape/Non-Con
   • No category
   • Work in Progress

   14 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Zanka Nijiku/Jabber Wonger
   • Jabber Wonger
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Riyo Reaper
   • Kyouka Nijiku
   • Goka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
   • Nijiku Family (Gachiakuta)
   • Rudo Surebrec
   • Tamsy Caines
   • Arkha Corvus
   • Zodyl Typhon
   • Cthoni Andor
   • Gris Rubion
   • Janka - Freeform
   • Zanka Nijiku Needs a Hug (Gachiakuta)
   • First Meetings
   • My First Work in This Fandom
   • Im adopting Zanka
   • How Do I Tag
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Inspired by a the trusted song
   • Self-Destruction
   • Self destructive Zanka Nijiku
   • Masochist Jabber Wonger (Gachiakuta)
   • Jabber Wonger is his own warning
   • Modern Era
   • No vital instruments (Gachiakuta)
   • Strict family
   • Reluctant Sadist
   • Sadist Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
   • Drug Use
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags

   Summary

   “I wanna self destruct, i know I’ll like it. My mind is spinning, but I don’t wanna fight about it“

   Zanka, an average guy - not to his liking - in a household full of ‚geniuses‘ he pressures himself to be perfect. After meeting one specific light-skin everything changes, he rethinks his strictly woven routine, maybe or maybe not destroys said routine together with Jabber, giving in to many things he never thought he‘d do and comes to term with many things about himself, while he slowly loses control of the newfound freedom he created himself.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,229

   Chapters:

   6/?

   Comments:

   24

   Kudos:

   21

   Hits:

   295