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A continuation of And If Only I Could Hold You, this time from Buck's POV.
“We could do a small scene,” Eddie hedges. “Nothing intense,” he’s quick to add, “just maybe enough to help you settle and get you close to subspace.”
Buck bites down on the immediate Yes, please, help me, I’m drowning, that wants to pour out of his throat. He doesn’t want to sound desperate even though the truth is that he is desperate. It’s been too long since he got anywhere close to touching that wonderful weightless place that takes him away from everything wrong and worrying in his life. The last time was with Eddie months ago and he’s just barely gotten to graze the surface before the dom was bringing him back up, their time cut short. He wants it bad enough to beg on his knees for. He needs to go to that place where he can float and feel safe instead of unmoored and unwanted.
“Do you want to?” he forces himself to ask. Yes, he’s a selfish, greedy man but he won’t let himself use Eddie like this. If he doesn’t want to do this, really want to, Buck won’t say yes.
“I’m offering, Buck,” he reminds him. “I want to.” He sounds so sure about it that Buck is helpless to resist any longer.
Series
- Part 2 of Bruises