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1. Don't Let Me Go by BuddiefanRPNJ for jac3pup

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   07 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Mentions - Character
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Smut
   • Rough Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Butt Plugs
   • Biting
   • Consensual Sex
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Masturbation
   • Dildos
   • Naming a Dildo After Your Bestie
   • Making Love
   • Love Confessions
   • Idiots in Love
   • Evan Buckley is Going Through It
   • So is Eddie
   • POV Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs Therapy
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Eddie Diaz
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Insecure Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Creampie
   • Unsafe Sex
   • Consensual but Not Safe or Sane
   • Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Demisexual Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • First Kiss
   • Not Thier First Time Tho
   • Buck Dehumanzies himself a bit
   • Bottom Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Top Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Possessive Sex
   • Possessive Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Dom/sub
   • Dom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Sub Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Freak4Freak Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
   • Sleeping Together
   • Buck Stops Running
   • Eddie Is There To Catch Him
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Protective Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Sexual Tension
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Explict Thoughts
   • Introspection
   • Internal Conflict
   • Internal Monologue
   • Good Sibling Maddie Buckley
   • Maddie Ships It
   • Ravi whump
   • he's fine
   • Mention Canon Deaths
   • Arguing
   • Miscommunication

   Summary

   The 118 is fractured: Chimney’s barely holding it together as Captain, Hen’s is benched, Ravi is injured, Buck is broken, and Eddie is standing just close enough to catch him if he lets him.

   Or: One of them doesn't know how to ask for what he needs for what he wants, and the other doesn't know how to let go, even if he were to try.

   Series

   • Part 16 of RB's Buddie One and Done's... Maybe

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