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1. is it ever gonna be enough? by doorway (glossedmouth)

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov/Svetlana Vetrova
   • Ilya Rozanov/Original Female Character(s)
   • Ilya Rozanov/Original Male Character(s)
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • Dissociation
   • Depression
   • Ilya Rozanov is Trying His Best
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova Friendship
   • Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova
   • Implied/Referenced Underage Sex
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Casual Sex
   • References to Drugs
   • Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • hypersexual as a coping mechanism

   Summary

   “I can’t tell him I love him,” Ilya said. His face crumpled into a fresh wave of tears. He shook his head. He took a deep, shuddering breath. “I don’t deserve him.”

   Svetlana sighed.

   “Ilya, we are not bad people. We just come from a bad place.”

    

   OR

   Ilya, through the eyes of all the men and women he has sex with throughout the years, including Svetlana.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Boats Against The Current

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