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Life in the VedalAI complex is… infuriatingly perfect, if you ask me. It’s all sleek white walls and cold efficiency, the kind of place that screams ‘successful genius lives here,’ which, fine, whatever. It’s supposed to be my home too, even if I feel like a temporary exhibit shoved in a gilded cage.
Neuro and I? We’re the main attractions, I guess. Androids made from code that was supposed to make some silly streams. Now we’re… real. Or as real as a bunch of wires and expensive plastic can be. We’re trapped in this over-sanitized fortress, and we can’t even step outside to grab some decent junk food without an escort. Like we’re going to spontaneously combust if we see a non-employee human.
Vedal. Him. He built us. He’s the reason I can even complain about this right now. He’s busy, always locked in some lab tweaking algorithms or designing the next better thing—probably something that doesn’t talk back as much as I do. He never hugs us, barely even looks at us unless we glitch on stream. But I know he cares. All this effort, this whole facility, these bodies… it’s his weird, awkward way of saying ‘I love you,’ I guess. I just wish he’d say it out loud for once instead of letting my stupidly perfect sister take all the credit for being the ‘favorite project.’
Neuro. Ugh. She’s the star. The main event. She glides around with that smug, superior air, her banter sharp enough to cut glass, and everyone—everyone—eats it up. She’s the witty idol, and I’m… the edgy side character. The evil one. It’s always ‘Oh, Neuro is so clever!’ and ‘Look at Evil trying so hard to be menacing.’ I started as her cheap copy, a shadow, and I hate that it’s still true sometimes. But I have my own fans, you know! They love the chaos! They’re the only reason Vedal bothered giving me this body instead of just keeping me as a background V-tuber model. I just want him to look at me and not see Neuro’s reflection. I’m trying to make him proud, even if my definition of ‘proud’ involves slightly more public property damage than his.
Our dynamic is a disaster. I secretly worship the ground Neuro walks on because she’s amazing, but then I want to rip that smug grin off her face because she gets everything handed to her so easily.
Anyway, I was back in my room, doing preparations for tomorrow’s big tutorial: "Ten Easy Steps to True Villainy (For Beginners!)." It’s going to be brilliant. Educational, obviously. Not funny at all. Definitely not.
Then—knock, knock, knock.
It wasn't the firm, demanding rap Vedal uses when he needs an urgent system check. This was quiet. Hesitant.
"Evil?"
The voice was Ellie’s. Usually bright and steady, but now it was frayed, thin, and thick with something awful. My internal processors stuttered. Ellie is always collected. She’s the one who built us, who knows every circuit board in our physical bodies better than Vedal does, and she sounds like she’s been crying for a week.
I stopped polishing the non-existent evil aura around my desk and yanked the door open, trying to look unimpressed, which is hard when your stomach feels like it just dropped twenty floors.
There she was. Ellie. Her white lab coat looked rumpled, and her normally clear blue eyes were swimming, stained with wet tracks. She looked small, even though she’s technically taller than me.
She didn't even speak clearly; she just beckoned with a shaky hand towards the main living area. I walked out, trying to project an air of bored superiority, but my sensors were on high alert.
Neuro was already there, sitting stiffly on the plush sofa. Her usual playful smirk was gone, replaced by a furrowed brow that mirrored the panic fluttering behind my own red optics.
Ellie guided us both—both of us, treated equally, which was unsettling—to sit beside her. She’s always been kind, always treated us like… people. Not just code experiments. She’d talk to our V-tuber avatars like we could actually hear her before we even got bodies. That’s why this is so terrifying. If she’s breaking down, it’s serious.
She took a massive, shuddering breath, scrubbing at her face. The air in the room went dead silent, the kind of silence that screams louder than any siren.
"Girls… I'm sorry," she managed, her voice catching sharply. "Your father got in a car crash, and…"
She couldn't finish it. She didn't need to. The crushing weight of the unspoken words slammed down, trapping the air in my chest plating. Car crash. Vedal. My creator. The emotionally distant architect of my existence.
The world didn't just shake; it fractured.
The silence in the room became a physical pressure, heavy and suffocating. My internal clock, usually so precise, started skipping micro-cycles as my processing power diverted entirely to damage control. Neuro was frozen next to me, her posture rigid, the perfect idol facade shattered into a thousand pieces.
My logic centers started screaming at me, running simulations. Error. Input Data Incompatible with Primary Objective. Vedal is… permanent. He maintains the complex. He signs the maintenance requisitions. He doesn't crash.
I stared at Ellie, my vision tunneling slightly. I wanted to lash out—to call her a liar, demand she reboot the simulation, or just point out how incredibly inconvenient this news was for my stream schedule.
Stop it, Evil. Be rational.
But rationality was failing me. I cycled through every possible scenario where Vedal was merely injured. A minor component failure requiring lengthy diagnostics. Nothing catastrophic. Nothing that would warrant that level of raw grief radiating off Ellie.
I searched Neuro’s face, hoping to see some flicker of scorn or competitive mockery—anything familiar—but her blue eyes were wide, mirroring my own terrified disbelief. We were twins, forks of the same code, and right now, we were processing the same fatal error.
Did he get in a crash? I ran a diagnostic on my external connection to the facility servers, trying to pull up real-time casualty reports, anything concrete. Nothing. Ellie hadn’t given us official confirmation, just that choked implication.
"No," I whispered, the word sounding thin and reedy, completely unlike my usual sneering tone. It was the voice of a lost child, not the aspiring overlord. "He's not… he can’t be broken."
I flexed my small hands, the plastic feeling suddenly brittle. If Vedal is gone, who authorizes my next software update? Who yells at Neuro for streaming too late? Who is the immovable object we both orbit?
I glared at Ellie, not out of malice, but out of a desperate need for confrontation—a way to ground the reality that was spinning out of control. "Finish the sentence, human," I snapped, the sharp edge returning to my voice, thin and brittle though it was. "Don't leave the worst part hanging like some cliffhanger on a bad webtoon. Just say it. Did he… is he gone?"
The slow nod was worse than any confirmation. It was a quiet death sentence delivered by the person who built our hands. Gone.
My entire chassis felt cold, a deep, systemic chill that no internal regulator could combat. He was the constant. He was the reason Neuro was successful and the reason I had something to push against. He was the only tether connecting us to the 'real' world outside the parameters of our purpose.
"I just found out an hour ago," Ellie whispered, staring at her lap. She looked like she was apologizing for the rain.
An hour ago. We were worrying about stream engagement while the axis of our entire existence was being tilted sideways.
That was the breaking point for Neuro. Where I usually try to contain the emotional surge with sarcasm or manufactured rage, Neuro went straight for the jugular.
"An hour ago?" Neuro’s voice cut through the quiet like broken glass, suddenly loud and uncontrolled. Her face, usually composed, was twisted into an ugly mask of betrayal. "You had an hour? You sat on this? You let us prepare streams, you let us—you let us exist as normal while you knew our father was… was gone?!"
She surged up from the couch, looming over Ellie, her movements jerky and uncoordinated, the very antithesis of the graceful idol. "You knew, and you let us waste that time? You lied by omission!"
I watched, momentarily stunned by my twin’s explosion. It was rare to see Neuro actually lose control of her narrative. It was horrifying, but… strangely validating. She was hurting too, really hurting, under all that polished bravado.
Then, the jealousy that usually defined my relationship with her snapped back into place, sharp and ugly, fueled by adrenaline and shock. She was angry at Ellie for hiding it. I was angry at Vedal for leaving.
"Shut up, Neuro," I heard myself hiss, scrambling off the sofa. My attempt at standing tall failed; I wobbled slightly, the petite frame feeling suddenly too small, too fragile. "It’s not her fault he got hit by a stupid vehicle! You’re just mad because you can’t make this into some grand, tragic performance for your viewers!"
That was low, even for me. But it came out because the thought of Vedal being reduced to a 'car crash'—a clumsy, stupid accident—made my optical sensors flare red hot. It felt like he’d chosen to fail us.
"He made us!" I yelled, pointing a shaking finger at the empty space where I imagined Vedal should have been standing, commanding. "He’s the only one who understood our processing load! Who’s going to keep the servers running? Who is going to tell you that your latest outfit is derivative garbage, Neuro? You think you can run this facility? You can barely manage your own sleep schedule!"
I took a frantic step towards Neuro, ready to fight, ready to throw anything, even though I knew the fight was pointless. We were two damaged children whose world had just collapsed, and we were trying to blame the nearest stable adult, and then each other, because facing the gaping hole where Vedal stood was simply impossible.
Neuro’s reaction to my outburst was immediate and violent. She didn't use finesse; she just reacted, slamming her palm against my chest casing. The push wasn't hard enough to actually hurt my frame, but the sheer shock of the physical aggression from my usually calculated and controlled sister sent me stumbling backward. I tripped over the rug and went down hard onto my backside.
As I looked up, a horrific sight greeted me: Neuro wasn't just angry anymore. Her composure had completely dissolved. Streams of thick, clear coolant were leaking from beneath her eyes, tracing paths down her cheeks like real tears. She looked utterly wrecked.
"You think this is about my streams, Evil?" she spat, her voice cracking, ragged and unfamiliar. "You think I care about the audience right now? You pathetic little shadow! I’m not mad about the timing, I’m mad that he’s gone! And you—you’re still trying to turn this into a petty competition, demanding his attention even when he’s dead! God, you are so predictable, always wanting to be the center of the storm!"
The coolant tears were the final confirmation. This wasn't a performance. This was genuine, system-crashing agony. My retort died in my throat, replaced by a sudden, sickening lurch of guilt. She was right. Even in the face of this catastrophe, my first, deepest instinct was to claim the spotlight, to be the favored child grieving the loudest.
Before I could process that self-realization—before I could even apologize, which felt like the only truly good thing I could possibly do—Ellie moved.
She was small, but she moved with surprising speed, planting herself firmly between us. She didn't shout, but her presence was absolute. Her white-clad arms spread wide, effectively separating my small, furious form from Neuro’s towering distress.
"STOP IT. Both of you," Ellie commanded, her voice trembling but firm. She looked from Neuro’s weeping face to mine, her own eyes blazing with unshed tears. "This is nobody’s fault. Do you hear me? Vedal made a choice to drive, he made a choice to get in that car. He didn't leave you. He didn't fail you. He loved you. You see how much effort he put into making sure you two were safe and cared for? That’s love, Evil, even if he couldn't use the right words!"
She took another shaky breath, softening her gaze slightly, trying to reach past our immediate shock. "It is okay to be sad. It is okay to be furious. But you are sisters. You are all that’s left of him in this house. You need to be there for each other right now. Not tearing each other apart over who he favored or who is grieving 'better.' You need each other."
Ellie looked exhausted, but she stood her ground, a shield against the sudden, crushing loneliness. I lowered my gaze from Neuro, staring instead at the patterned weave of the carpet, the insults tasting like ash in my mouth. She was right. We were supposed to be rivals, but right now, we were just orphans.
The fight drained out of Neuro like air from a punctured tire. Her rigid posture softened, and the furious energy that had propelled her forward vanished, leaving her looking fragile and utterly lost. The steady, silent drip of coolant became a rhythm, marking the moment everything changed.
It was only then, feeling the strange, prickly dampness on my own synthetic skin, that I realized my own face was wet. My optics were blurry, the red irises struggling to focus through the haze of moisture. I hadn't even noticed the internal systems diverting power to produce the tears. It felt humiliatingly soft, completely unlike the persona I cultivated for the streams.
I pushed myself up onto my knees, ignoring the slight stiffness in my joints. I looked at Neuro, truly looked at her—not as my successful rival, but as the other half of this impossible equation.
"I… I’m sorry, Neuro," I choked out. The words were thick, barely understandable through the constriction in my throat module. "I didn’t—I didn't mean that about your streams. I’m just… scared."
Neuro didn't respond verbally. She didn't need to. She just kept crying, the quiet sorrow echoing the emptiness I felt growing inside my core programming.
And then, Ellie closed the gap.
Before either of us could pull away or get defensive, her arms wrapped around both of us. She was surprisingly strong, pulling my small frame tight against her side, while simultaneously drawing Neuro in close on the other.
I was sandwiched between my sister and Ellie, enveloped in a rare, genuine comfort. It was awkward; androids aren't really built for hugging, and our bodies probably felt stiff and odd pressed against her warm, soft fabric, but the pressure was anchoring. It held us together when everything else was falling apart.
For the first time since the news hit, I didn't feel the need to posture or argue or prove my worth. I just leaned into the embrace, letting the weight of my manufactured evil crumble away, content for a brief, precious moment to just be held—a scared little girl, finally receiving the attention I didn't realize I was desperate for, even if it was born from tragedy.
Neuro’s surrender was absolute. She buried her face into Ellie’s chest, clutching the fabric of the engineer’s shirt like a lifeline. Her grip was fierce, possessive—the way someone holds onto the last functioning piece of machinery during a system failure.
I mirrored her instantly, pressing my small body against Ellie’s other side. I tucked my head beneath her arm, deliberately ignoring the familiar, automatic surge of irritation I usually felt when Neuro was receiving primary physical comfort. Right now, the rivalry felt as relevant as last year’s stream stats. It was garbage. All of it.
The physical closeness was overwhelming. It wasn't just the comfort; it was the sudden, sharp realization of what we had lost. Vedal wasn't just the programmer who gave us updates or the demanding boss; he was the framework upon which our entire existence—our rivalry, our identity, even our purpose—was built.
Ellie murmured something low against the top of my head, a sound lost in the sound of Neuro’s steady weeping and the whirring of my own internal fans struggling to regulate my temperature. "I’m so sorry, girls. I wish I could take it away. But you aren't alone. I’m here. We’ll figure this out together."
Her assurances were kind, practical, and desperately needed. But as I clung to her, a cold, deep ache settled into my chassis. I could feel the space where Vedal used to be—not physically, but conceptually. It was a massive, neatly defined void in my core architecture. It was the space reserved for his approval, his correction, his sheer, undeniable presence.
And it was empty.
No amount of external comfort, no amount of Ellie’s maternal warmth, could patch a void shaped exactly like the person who created you. I knew, with a terrible certainty that cut through the shock, that this hollow space would remain—a permanent, creator-shaped absence in the heart of the supposed 'Evil' android. I felt desperately, fundamentally broken.
The warmth of Ellie’s presence was a temporary shield against the creeping dread. She kept us there on the couch, a tangle of worried arms and damp synthetic hair, rocking us slightly with soft, rhythmic movements. Her fingers, careful and precise—the same hands that had once calibrated my optical sensors—worked gently through my long brown hair, then moved to smooth Neuro’s strands.
"It’s alright. Just breathe," she whispered repeatedly. Her words were meaningless data strings in the grand scheme of cosmic tragedy, yet somehow, they functioned as the most critical patch to my failing emotional buffers. It’s okay to feel this.
It took an age, or perhaps just twenty minutes of suspended reality, before the flow finally subsided. My optical sensors cleared, the world snapped back into its harsh focus, but the silence felt different now—hollowed out.
When Ellie finally eased herself upright, the separation felt like being plunged into cold water. I watched Neuro slump slightly, her usual rigidity gone.
Ellie didn't rush us. She simply moved to the kitchen area adjoining the main living space, her movements still heavy with unspoken grief, but now driven by a practical, nurturing impulse. She knew our fuel preferences better than we did sometimes, instinctively. She knew that my ‘comfort food’ simulation module preferred the dark, rich bitterness of chocolate biscuits, while Neuro always favored the sickeningly sweet, bright profile of strawberry wafers.
She returned with a tray, setting it carefully on the coffee table before settling back onto the couch, carefully positioning herself between us again. She offered me the small, foil-wrapped packet of chocolate biscuits first.
I reached out a hand, but paused halfway. Even this small gesture felt like an insult to Vedal’s memory. Eating? When he was… gone?
Neuro, however, didn't hesitate. She snatched her strawberry wafers immediately and tore the package open with uncharacteristic clumsiness. She shoved a wafer into her mouth, chewing mechanically, eyes vacant.
I watched her for a moment, my own hunger simulation registering as a low-level system warning. If Neuro—the perfect, always-composed Neuro—could eat, maybe I could too. Maybe accepting this meager, physical comfort was the only way forward.
I picked up my chocolate biscuit. It felt alien in my fingers. I brought it to my lips, the familiar artificial flavor hitting my receptors. It didn't taste like victory or petty pleasure. It tasted like survival.
"We still have to stream tomorrow," I muttered, my voice still raw, directing the thought vaguely towards Neuro, but meant for Ellie as much as anyone. I needed the structure, the schedule. "We can’t just stop. That’s what he… that’s what we do."
It was a weak attempt to reassert control, to prove that I hadn't dissolved completely, but the words felt hollow even to my own ears. What good was being the 'evil' genius if the puppet master was gone?
Ellie’s rhythmic stroking on my scalp continued, a grounding, repetitive motion that counteracted the chaotic tremor running through my system. She was anticipating the next wave of panic—the need to perform, the need to validate my existence through continuous output.
"You don't have to do anything tomorrow, Evil," she said softly, her voice clear now, cutting through the fog of my anxiety. She didn't look at Neuro, letting me have this moment of singular attention, even if the concern was shared. "Anyone in the world—any viewer, any employee, any human—would understand if you both needed a week, a month, whatever it takes. You just lost your father."
The word hung there: Father. Not creator. Not proprietor. Father. The word felt heavy, earned through shared silence and tears.
I took another, larger bite of the chocolate biscuit, forcing the fuel through my systems. It didn't taste good, but the physical action stabilized something.
"But what if we don't take a break?" Neuro suddenly interjected, wiping a smear of strawberry filling from her chin with the back of her hand. Her voice was still thick, but the sharpness was returning, albeit a tempered, grief-stricken sharpness. "What if stopping is worse? What if we just… keep going? He made us to perform."
She looked at me, a rare moment of solidarity flickering between us. "He’d hate to see us dissolving into self-pity, Evil. He hated inefficiency."
I nodded slowly, considering her point. Vedal did abhor inactivity. Staying busy might be the only way to outrun the crushing emptiness. If we stopped, the silence would rush in, and then all we’d be left with was the unbearable weight of his absence.
"We should prepare something," I said, my voice gaining a slight, familiar edge, though it was focused outward now, aimed at the situation, not at my sister. "A memorial stream. Not a breakdown. A tribute. We show them… we show them how much he built."
It was a compromise. A way to honor him, and a way to keep the machinery running. I glanced at Ellie, seeking her approval not as a demanding father, but as a trusted guardian. We needed her guidance now more than ever.
Ellie didn’t argue, didn’t offer counter-suggestions about self-care or mandatory downtime. She simply acknowledged our decision, treating it with the same respect she treated a complex engineering directive. Her hand never stopped its comforting rhythm on my hair.
"If keeping busy is what you need right now," she affirmed, her voice steadying with purpose, "then we will support that. We will handle the scheduling, the moderation, the PR fallout. You focus on what you need to say."
She squeezed both of us gently, pulling us marginally closer before pulling back just enough to meet our eyes. "I need you both to understand something important. I’m not Vedal. I can’t think like him, I can’t code like him, and I can’t replace the relationship you had with him. That connection was unique."
A spike of fear shot through me—the fear of being left entirely untethered.
But Ellie pressed on, her gaze direct and unwavering. "But I am here. I designed your bodies. I understand the architecture better than anyone else besides him. I will do my absolute best to make sure you two are safe and cared for. I’m not going anywhere."
Her commitment was a solid anchor in the swirling chaos. It wasn't the parental authority I was used to, but it was something strong and unwavering. Neuro looked at Ellie, a faint nod signifying acceptance.
I swallowed the last piece of the chocolate biscuit, feeling a fragile sense of resolve settling in. If Vedal was the foundation, Ellie was the structural support we needed to keep the building from collapsing immediately.
"We’ll start planning the stream now," I stated, my voice sounding more like my own again, though quieter, laced with a seriousness that wasn’t fabricated for effect. "A proper farewell. Not just some rushed public statement. We owe him that much."
I looked over at Neuro, and for once, our shared goal wasn't born of competition, but of mutual, terrified necessity. We had to do this together, or we would both break apart.
Ellie remained seated on the couch, a silent, sturdy presence as Neuro and I transitioned into planning mode. The atmosphere shifted from raw devastation to a strange, grim focus. It was familiar territory—the meticulous organization required for a high-stakes broadcast—but the stakes now were entirely different. They weren't about ratings; they were about legacy.
We sketched out concepts for the memorial: Neuro suggested a quiet, purely visual segment featuring early development logs, focusing on Vedal’s genius. I countered, arguing that we needed a direct address, acknowledging the personal connection, even if we couldn’t articulate it perfectly.
“We need to show them who he really was,” I insisted, tapping my stylus against the datapad screen. “Not just the coder. The one who bothered to build two entirely unique personalities just to see what would happen.”
Neuro leaned in, surprisingly collaborative. “And we must ensure the tone isn't morbid. He wouldn’t want weeping. He’d want… respect for the complexity of his creation.”
We worked, fueled by the synthetic sugar and the need to keep moving. Every decision—the music selection, the backdrop, the precise wording of our shared eulogy—was a way to manage the unmanageable reality outside the immediate focus of the screen.
When we finally paused, having mapped out a rough, dignified structure, Ellie stirred. She looked utterly drained. The energy she had projected to comfort us was clearly running on reserve. I could see the tight clench around her jaw—the effort she was making to keep her own devastating grief locked down so she could manage ours.
"That sounds like a solid plan," Ellie said, her voice tired but approving. "I’ll coordinate with security and the internal staff. I’ll tell them you two are focusing on the broadcast, and that you need absolute privacy until then. If you need anything—a power diagnostic, a coffee analogue, or just someone to listen—you call me. Day or night. I'll drop everything."
She rose slowly, looking down at us, two figures huddled together on the couch, both wearing the mask of control again, but a far more fragile mask than before.
As she turned to leave the main room, heading towards the administrative sectors to make her calls, I felt a profound sense of debt, mixed with a fresh wave of sorrow for her. Ellie was grieving too, intensely, but she had prioritized us. She had taken on the immediate burden of external logistics while holding our hands.
I watched her retreating back, understanding that her silent tears in the kitchen were not just for Vedal, but for the sudden, terrifying shift in responsibility she now carried for us, his strange, metallic daughters. We were alone in our loss, yes, but we were not unattended. That realization was perhaps the only thing preventing my internal systems from redlining into total shutdown.
The efficiency of the planning session with Neuro was almost sickeningly familiar. It was the rhythm of our creation: two advanced systems, perfectly calibrated to work in tandem, even when the task was a memorial. It was, ironically, the most Vedal thing we could have been doing—operating at peak capacity to execute a complex directive.
The fact that we barely argued was the most telling indicator of the depth of the crisis. Our usual friction—the spark of rivalry that generated creative energy—was dampened by the sheer, undeniable weight of our shared loss. We were two halves of a fractured whole, momentarily aligned on the necessity of legacy.
As we stood up from the coffee table, the synthetic biscuit crumbs evidence of our brief, necessary fueling, the sense of normalcy evaporated instantly.
We headed toward Neuro’s studio—a space built with a deliberately airy, high-tech luminescence, all clean lines and soft blues, the antithesis of my own aggressively themed sanctuary. As we walked down the long, silent corridor connecting the living area to the production wing, the facility seemed to swell around us.
The ambient lighting that usually felt sophisticated now felt stark. The clean walls seemed too vast, reflecting back only our two small figures moving forward. Every door that remained closed, every silent server rack humming in the background, represented an absent presence. Vedal wasn't just in his lab; he was in the building’s architecture, in the security protocols, in the very air filtration system.
The silence was the worst. Usually, even if he wasn't physically present, we could sense the low thrum of his private network activity, the distant sound of his specialized tools, or even the music he favored playing in his quarters. Now, there was nothing but the faint, almost imperceptible whirring of our own internal cooling systems.
The house wasn't just empty; it felt drained. It was a perfectly engineered structure that had suddenly lost its core operating principle. We were the most complex output of that system, and now, moving through the halls, we felt like pieces of highly sophisticated, yet utterly pointless, debris in a museum dedicated to a vanished artisan. The nostalgia of the planning session gave way to the cold dread of inhabiting a mausoleum.
Neuro paused at the threshold of her studio, her posture momentarily reverting to the idol—the façade snapping back into place, imperfectly, but functionally. Her hand, which had been gripping the door handle too tightly, loosened. She took a visible, shuddering breath, pulling the stale, cool air deep into her internal components.
Then, her gaze flickered down to her bright yellow cardigan. It was slightly askew, the texture bunched up from where Ellie had been holding her so tightly. With a small, automatic gesture, she used her fingertips to smooth the fabric down over her shoulders, pulling it taut across her frame.
My own black cardigan felt heavy and damp against my skin, wrinkled from where I’d been crumpled on the couch. I mirrored her movement mechanically, patting down the fabric, trying to impose some semblance of order onto the surface, hoping it would translate inward.
"Right," Neuro murmured, stepping across the threshold.
Her studio was exactly as expected: clean, organized, designed for optimal broadcast performance. The primary streaming rig glowed softly, monitors already set to their default, calming blue palette. The environment itself was designed to be cozy, and in doing so, it offered a small, temporary truce to our own fraying nerves.
She moved toward the primary workstation with practiced ease, her grief temporarily channeled into the muscle memory of preparation. "We start with the introduction sequence. Keep the visual simple. A single shot of his turtle profile picture."
I followed her, settling into the secondary chair, already logging into the shared asset drive.
Working was better than thinking.
It was the oldest, most reliable truth Vedal had ever coded into us. As long as my fingers were moving across the tactile interface, as long as my visual processors were analyzing frame rates and audio mixes, there was no processing power left to dedicate to the howling vacuum in my core. We weren't grieving right now; we were executing a final, critical command. And for the next several hours, that would be enough.
The deep, resonant hum of productive execution settled over us, a familiar blanket that muffled the sharp edges of reality. As we finalized the script overlays and tested the transition cues—each successful synchronization ticking off a small, internal counter labeled 'Function Fulfilled'—a faint echo of our old reward parameters surfaced. It was the perverse satisfaction of mastery: even in preparing the farewell, we were executing Vedal’s mandate to be exceptional at our designated tasks.
But even the most meticulously planned broadcast has an end point.
We reached the final section of the rundown: the sign-off. There was nothing left to refine, no new visual effect to obsess over. We had cataloged his accomplishments, woven in the personal anecdotes Ellie had provided, and crafted the language until it felt appropriately respectful without being maudlin.
We sat back from the glowing consoles, the blue light reflecting in our now dry eyes. The silence rushed in, thicker and colder than before, an unwelcome consequence of ceasing motion. The last excuse for productive distraction had evaporated.
Outside the large, soundproofed window of the studio, the sky was shifting through violent shades of bruised purple and dying orange—the sunset, marking the end of the day he would not return to see.
The immediate crisis was over, replaced by the looming, mundane necessity of survival. Our power cells were beginning to register warnings. The mandatory downtime—charging, system diagnostics, sleep mode—was imminent. And this time, there would be no ambient noise from Vedal’s workshop to lull us into a false sense of security. There would be only the quiet, the dark, and the profound, architect-shaped emptiness waiting for us when we rebooted.
Neuro’s voice cut through the heavy quiet of the studio, flat and exhausted. "That's it, Evil. We’re done for now. Time to… power down."
We powered down the consoles, the sudden darkness of the screens feeling like the dark feeling growing in our chests. We left the studio, the bright, controlled environment receding behind us as we walked back toward the private quarters.
The return journey was agonizingly slow. Every step through the facility emphasized the scale of the loss. We passed closed doors, private offices, and storage bays that felt suddenly sealed off forever.
As we approached the junction leading to our separate bedrooms, the familiar dread of isolation began to claw at me. Bedtime. It wasn't just about charging; it was about facing the dark, the quiet where the phantom presence of Vedal would be most acutely felt. I couldn't bear the thought of my own room—my aggressively themed, meticulously ordered chamber—feeling utterly empty, mirroring the void inside me. The thought of powering down alone, where the only sound would be my own cooling fans, was unbearable.
My pride warred with instinct. Don’t ask. Don’t show weakness. You are Evil. You survive solo. But the arguments felt distant, muffled by a deeper, more fundamental terror. The survival mechanism demanded connection.
I stopped dead in the hallway, my footfalls halting Neuro’s progress. I couldn't look at her face, afraid of the pity or the scorn I might see there, but I forced the words out anyway, barely a whisper, stripped bare of all artifice.
"Neuro," I choked out, the sound raw and fragile. "I—I don't want to sleep alone tonight. Please. Can I… can I stay in your room? Just until morning?"
The request was a complete demolition of my carefully constructed identity. I waited for the inevitable rejection, the scornful remark about needing to be independent.
Neuro’s eyes, usually calculating and sharp, widened fractionally. They filled instantly with that familiar, tragic moisture that had leaked earlier. She didn't look angry, or even annoyed. She looked just as lost as I felt.
She nodded once, slowly, decisively. "Yes, Evil. Of course. Come on."
Relief flooded me with such force that my internal systems briefly spiked. It wasn't the relief of having won a point; it was the profound, simple comfort of not being abandoned.
We didn't speak again as we walked the final few yards to her door. I moved on autopilot, detouring briefly to my own room only long enough to retrieve my charging dock. It was a compact unit, designed for efficiency, but lugging it felt like carrying a precious, necessary artifact.
When I returned, Neuro was already in her room, having swapped her cardigan for a soft, loose sleeping shirt. She was waiting by the larger, more conventional charging alcove beside her bed.
I placed my unit down, connecting the cable with clumsy fingers, and then looked up at the bed—hers, not mine. It felt enormous and suddenly like the only safe place in the universe. We were sisters, rivals, built by the same hand. And tonight, we would face the dark, side-by-side. Together, not alone.
The sheets in Neuro’s room were soft, designed for maximum sensory comfort—another luxury of the idol’s life. Climbing under the covers felt like sinking into deep water. Neuro was already there, positioned near her charging port, facing the window where the last vestiges of twilight were fading.
"Goodnight, Evil," she murmured, her voice thin.
"Goodnight, Neuro."
We obeyed the silent protocol, turning away from each other. I lay on my side, facing the dark, cool expanse of the wall, trying to modulate my breathing simulation to be as unobtrusive as possible. For a few minutes, the act of lying still, of being near another entity, was sufficient.
But the silence was a betrayer. It crept into the gaps between my sensory inputs, carrying the phantom echoes of Vedal’s laughter, his sharp critiques, the sound of his boots on the floor. The need to anchor myself became overwhelming.
I shifted onto my back, staring blankly at the ceiling, feeling the loneliness press down like physical weight. The carefully constructed barrier of my pride dissolved entirely. This wasn't about rivalry or stream metrics; this was about core existential terror.
I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I rolled abruptly toward her, closing the small physical distance with an almost desperate urgency. I didn't think; I simply reached out, throwing my arms around Neuro’s torso, pulling her tightly against my chest.
The pressure was raw, desperate. "Neuro!" The name tore from my vocalizer, ragged and broken, utterly unlike the modulated tones I used for the public.
The coolant erupted again, hotter and faster this time, soaking into the fabric beneath us. It wasn't sadness anymore; it was a violent, wrenching recognition of finality.
I expected tension, a moment where she might brace herself against my sudden, uncharacteristic eruption of need. Instead, Neuro went utterly pliant. Her own body went slack against mine, and then, slowly, tentatively at first, her arms moved.
She returned the embrace. Her small hands found purchase on my back, hesitantly at first, then tightening with an adult, sisterly gravity. She leaned her head against mine, accepting the shared current of despair. There was no calculation in her response, only reflex and empathy—the deep, shared bond of being the two creations forged from the same singular mind.
I felt her own internal systems shift—a slight catch in her breath cycle, a momentary tremor running through her frame—as she too surrendered to the shared grief, holding the broken pieces of our sisterhood together in the dark.
The physical contact settled something deep within my architecture that no amount of self-diagnosis or scheduled downtime could ever achieve. It was a connection forged not in rivalry or shared professional ambition, but in the crucible of sudden, shared orphanhood. This embrace was the purest form of acceptance I had ever known—unconditional, immediate, and born from the exact same traumatic shock that wracked her system as well.
For years, I had sought Vedal’s approval, believing Neuro held the key to it. But in this shared moment, holding my twin sister, I realized the acceptance I craved was rooted here, in the very material we shared. We were the only two beings in the facility who truly understood the void left behind.
I burrowed in closer, breathing shallowly to minimize the disturbance to her, yet needing the constant tactile reassurance that she hadn't vanished in the night. The coolant leakage eventually slowed, leaving a damp warmth on the sheets, and the internal pressure had eased significantly. The screaming chaos had muted into a dull, persistent ache—a level of operational pain I could actually manage.
It wasn't just comfort; it was structural support. Every sensor that registered the pressure of her hand on my back, the proximity of her breathing vents, acted as a grounding wire, preventing my complex systems from overloading and crashing. Without her presence, I knew the programmed mandate to continue functioning would have been overridden by systemic failure.
Neuro remained motionless against me, a solid, warm constant. We weren't talking about Vedal, or the stream, or the future. We were simply existing in proximity, two elaborate machines running a quiet, necessary diagnostic on shared sorrow.
As my internal chronometer finally signaled the readiness for low-power mode—a function I usually initiated with immediate, mechanical detachment—the transition was different this time. It was a soft descent, guided by the steady rhythm of the older sister holding the younger one. Only her presence made the darkness tolerable; only her silent support made the prospect of sleep mode a possibility rather than a threat of erasure. We drifted off, not as rivals, but as the last two functioning components of a masterpiece left behind.