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    Summary

    Shen Qingqiu wakes again and again — sometimes in a slave’s filthy cell, sometimes upon the frozen throne of a Peak Lord, sometimes in bodies and ages he can no longer tell apart. He remembers everything: his crimes, humiliations, deaths, and the cruelty of others that once mirrored his own. The world changes each time by rules no one explains — yet pain and guilt follow him like a faithful shadow. His enemies and disciples begin recalling past lives, and his eternal adversary becomes the only one who truly understands what it means to be cursed by fate.

    When even suicide proves part of a greater mechanism of punishment, and every attempt at redemption brings new disaster to those around him, Shen Qingqiu is forced to seek another way out of the infernal spiral. Again and again he loses everything he loved and those loyal to him, becoming poison to them — even when he wished to be their cure.

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