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1. A cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles and burns by Papy_1412

   Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Kazuhira Miller/Ocelot
   • Kazuhira Miller/Original Male Character(s)
   • Kazuhira Miller
   • Ocelot (Metal Gear)
   • Original Characters
   • Set between Ground Zeroes and The Phantom Pain
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Sad Kazuhira Miller
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • (for original characters)
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Enemies to Unwilling Collaborators to Lovers
   • Multilingual Character
   • Kaz/Other will be M/M
   • Referenced Bosselot
   • referenced bbkaz
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   “He comes back to his senses, his breath regulating, and takes a look at his watch before he drops his head, first in the cradle of his hands, then between his knees, his nose buried in the sweaty, rumpled sheets.

   He’s in his hotel room. Yokohama, Japan. His watch is broken. Mother Base is no more. And Kazuhira Miller is alive.”

   In August 1975, Kazuhira Miller decides he should go back to Japan for the first time in years. To grieve, to figure out his next move, how he's going to rebuild MSF now that Snake is out of reach. He just didn't think the Soviet dog would follow him there.

   Series

   • Part 3 of My agony is your triumph

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   English

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