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1. evermore. by puzzlesandmysteries

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander & Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander
   • Shane Hollander & Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Galina Molchalina
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Heavy Angst
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • (Irina’s Death)
   • Nightmares
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Takes Care of Ilya Rozanov
   • Wound Care
   • they’re relatively minor wounds but described in a lot of detail!
   • and everything turns out okay
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Title from a Taylor Swift Song
   • Song: evermore (Taylor Swift)
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Miscommunication
   • Tags May Change
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Has OCD

   Summary

   Ilya knew what if felt like to drown—for his body sink deeper and deeper into darkness, to feel pressure in his chest from the water filling his lungs—and right now his whole body shivered in the sharp, familiar chill of heavy liquid enveloping him from the waist down. He knew how this would go. He knew how quickly he would be thrashing in the tide gasping for air if he wasn’t careful, how easy it would be to slip back down if he never told anybody.

   OR

   Ilya has a bad depressive episode, and Shane helps him through it.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,657

   Chapters:

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