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To my dearest Hyunnie,
I've never stopped thinking about you, everyday I have to force myself to forget you but I can't. I've written many letters to you that I just can't bring myself to send to you. You're probably confused, I would be too if I was in your shoes. I know I just left things on an.. Empty note and I'm sorry for that.
I've told you about my parents before- told you how they had specific views for my future. Views that you're not in, views that I wish I wasn't in.
Around 2 months before I disappeared, they started controlling almost every part of my life, monitoring my phone, tracking my location, my diet, my friends.
I- I didn't know what to do for a while, I couldn't message you without them yelling at me to cut all ties with you, their minions would report back to them for money if I hung out with you or Muti unnie.. I.. I didn't want to impact either of your lives so I stopped showing up.
My parents are powerful people, so powerful that they could probably get rid of you. So.. I left.. We moved and started over.
And, after the move I was forced into an arranged marriage so I wouldn't get any thoughts or stray away from the path that they laid out for me. On paper, he's a nice guy. Behind everything though? He's.. Well, I can't really say in case he chooses to read this.
I know it's been 7 years, I know you probably forgot about me or hate me, but I've never stopped loving you nor have I stopped being yours.
Forever your butterfly, Rui
(-P.S you shouldn't post so much of your personal information online.)