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1. I'll try to live this time by forsakethesun

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, Gen
   • Complete Work

   15 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Slice of Life
   • Domestic Fluff
   • College AU
   • Passive Suicidal Ideation
   • Mention of Past Suicide Attempt
   • Dazai-centric
   • ambiguous soukoku

   Summary

   “I imagined my death more pleasant than that.” I sneer.

   “Death is not pleasant in any case, you mentally ill bastard.”

   I gaze at the ceiling absentmindedly.

   “Maybe mine will.”

   Chuuya replies by kicking me. “If you die, I'll fucking kill you.”

   Or: Dazai wants to die. Chuuya wants him to live. They both desperately cling to the other, trying to maintain normalcy while avoiding difficult conversations.

   Language:

   English

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