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I wake up in my spire of knowledge... The beautiful blue shining tiles glisten, the atmosphere is slightly gloomy as I get up.
"Another day... Another day of pretending to be okay and sane..." I state as I walk away from my desk. "My students barely even like my lectures anymore... They just want stupid fairy tales."
After an hour of getting ready I head to the blueberry academy, I arrive and make sure I have my students ' attention.
"Hello, class! I hope you had a wonderful day!" I say, making sure my smile looks as real as it can be. "My name is Pristine Milk Cookie but you may refer to me as The Fount of All Knowledge." I exclaim as I prepare to begin my lecture.
Even if I tell anyone my name... I always end up going by Fount of All Knowledge. In all honesty nobody cares to learn my actual name. So after my lecture I decide to go outside to take a stroll... While I'm outside I see my dearest Healer Cookie!
"Hello my dear... What brings you to the academy?" I ask curiously but also happily at seeing him.
"My dearest Fount... I have brought you these lovely Milk Crown flowers... As a token and devotion of my love for you..." he says so gently and in that sweet tone he uses for me only!
I stare at the beautiful, radiating, and intoxicating Milk Crown flowers that my lovely Healer Cookie brought me! He's my beloved... My God!
"My beloved... Don't worry we can be together forever... Just wait a little!" I say to
myself very confidently walking away from the Blueberry academy, and going back to the Spire of Knowledge.
As I get to the Spire of Knowledge... I recall how all my students asked such useless
stuff... Which tends to irritate me since it was all stupid and useless questions!
"They tend to act as if I were some... Search engine!" I say annoyed as I walk to my
"My fate can't be prevented... I lied today and guess what? I don't care. If they act like
statue watching as the Cream milk river of truth flows slowly.
I watch as the river keeps flowing so calmly and gently... To be honest I'm pathetic... I can see through time my future. I'm corrupted into something I hate seeing... I look into the river and see myself as some pathetic corrupted self.
I'm just some tool they can use," I pause briefly before continuing, "Then let them... who can truly blame me? I was created to obviously spread Knowledge! But everything eventually has its downfall... Including me."
A tiny drop of deceit hurts... And it especially hurts me. My virtue is fading... Even if I am corrupt... I would never dare hurt my beloved Healer Cookie!
As time passed I slowly stopped going to the Blueberry academy since most of my students distanced themselves from me and found out how much I had been lying to them...I isolated myself from everyone including my lovely Healer Cookie..."I wish I could see you, my love! Unfortunately I can't... As of right now I am not in a
I stare at the Milk Crown flowers slowly starting to wither, no longer being so
good position to even think about loving you..." I stare at the ground feeling tears starting to
flow into the Cream Milk river of Truth.
intoxicating nor so beautiful.
"So this is it... I just corrupt then what?! Accept that my virtue gets to fade and allow new heroes to just replace us virtues?! I was created to spread knowledge not help with some cookies, love life or how they just act dumbfounded to someone stealing from them!" I stare into the Cream Milk river and smile bitterly, "I was created to guide cookies so they didn't just end up being so... Ugh! Could someone like me even try loving...?"
I'm slowly starting to believe that someone like me is incapable of even loving! How stupid thinking I could even think of something like that! I want to be together forever though.
Even so if my virtue fades I swear I'll never hurt my precious and beloved Healer Cookie!
"MY dearest... Even if we can't be together forever... I would never hurt you to be like
me!" I smile sweetly and fakely.
Slowly, my thoughts go blank as this black stuff consumes me. My last thought is to
never hurt Healer Cookie... I slowly open my eyes again and yawn. My mind is completely
different so is my thinking.
"Ugh! Fount of whatever was such~ a boring~ host! Your host Shadow Milk cookie
definitely will entertain you instead!" I laugh bitterly as I exit my spire of knowledge upset.
Though there is this awful headache I have... It's like a blurry memory of some Cookie...
"Such a stupid memory! It keeps making my head hurt!" I exclaim, visibly annoyed and
Suddenly it hits me... Oh, how could I forget? My beloved Healer Cookie! How utterly
stupid and ignorant of myself!
"Oh~ How could I forget the star of my show... My lovely and sweetest Healer Cookie!
Though I can't be near him... I'm no longer Fount... The one he loved was Fount not... This..."
I mumble under my breath, clearly upset and disappointed.
I stare at a mirror I found in the Blueberry Academy and stare at my reflection as I hate my own image... What have I become... Some buffoon who can't even handle the one they exclaim to love? The Cookie who said they would be with That Cookie forever?!
"Pfft! Who am I kidding?! My beloved would hate me now... Wouldn't even glance my
way." I stare at the now cracked mirror, smiling bitterly as the mirror glistens.
"Fine... I don't care... I'll just split my souljam into two... That way you can never seperate yourself from me!" I laugh as I cast a spell that makes it so my souljam would find its
Eons have passed and so have many events... I managed to escape the silver tree, I
way to Healer Cookie no matter what.
I had already seen the future... Us "virtues" got locked into a silver tree... That wouldn't get in the way of my plan anyway...
managed to get back to my spire of deceit, and... found some cookie who has the other half of my souljam called Pure Vanilla Cookie... Though~ My dearest Healer... Doesn't act like this?! Did my spell not work...?! That's impossible... Even though... Maybe it is Healer... He asked me to be his... Friend.
"Such a stupid and ignorant Cookie! Even after I tortured Pure Vanilla... Corrupted
him... He awakened... Even after everything! He still asked to be my... Friend... The spell was
guaranteed to work, though! That means Pure Vanilla Cookie... Is Healer Cookie... The onecookie I swore never to hurt or torture! The one I had called my beloved, My God." I stare at the
floor of the room, as the blue tiles glisten, and tears fall like a puddle.
I start laughing... I told myself never to hurt him... I swore never to put him through what I went through... If I hurt him like this... I don't deserve to keep an empty promise that withered away... I shall wither too.
"If I keep hurting him... Then I shall feel the pain too... I will suffer the consequences
of hurting my god." I start putting the rope up as I smile bitterly as I step on the stool.
I feel the rough rope against my neck as I stick my head through the rope... I kick the stool down as I feel the rope tighten around my neck, and I feel my breath becoming harder to breathe with each passing second.
I feel as my souljam is fading... Suddenly, I see the door gently opening through my blurry vision... I see my beloved... My god, Healer Cookie... Pure Vanilla Cookie. I see through my now-fading vision how he freezes. I see how he mutters words... The only word I can understand is 'Fount.' I smile bitterly realizing he knew I was Fount all along but that no longer
matters as I mutter my last words
"I'm sorry," I mutter as my eyes fully close, a tear falling down, my souljam fading as I finally realize it: a droplet of deceit hurts everyone.