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1. The Sound of Silence by ChocolatePearl

   Fandoms: Abrahamic Religions, Christian Bible, Christian Bible (New Testament)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   17 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Judas Iscariot & John the Apostle (Christianity)
   • Judas Iscariot (Christianity)
   • John the Apostle (Christianity)
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Immortality
   • Immortallity as a curse
   • Psychological Horror
   • Angst
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Memory Loss
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Dubious happy ending
   • Dissociation
   • Body Horror
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Depression

   Summary

   Oh, but how Judas wished that what people expected to happen had actually occurred. That he had committed suicide.

   But death, it seemed, would be too lenient for the betrayer of the Holy Son of God.

   After all, he was cursed to live eternally with his guilt, to never live knowing that one day it would end, to always have to watch his friends die; he was cursed to be immortal.
   Witness everything that he was, is, and will be written, said, and memorized, watching his memory fail, forgetting what those he betrayed were like.

   And yet, just wanting to die.

   Series

   • Part 2 of A Body Like a Broken Prayer

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   English

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