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1. There is a Dream That I Sometimes See by lazydisposition

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Past Sexual Assault
   • NOT SHANE AND ILYA
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Rape Recovery
   • or at least the very beginning
   • no beta we die like scott hunter soon
   • Blow Jobs
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Unreliable Narrator

   Summary

   Shane has been acting different lately. He can't sleep, no matter how tired he gets. He should be fine. He just finished his first ever season on the Ottawa Centaurs and has been openly married to his husband for almost a year now. He should be fine, right?

   He knows Ilya is starting to notice, but he doesn't know what's wrong with him, so he's just going to pretend nothing is wrong.

   Or, Many years ago, Shane Hollander was assaulted.

   fic title from "Abbey" by Mitski

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