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1. and what did I especially desire; for myself in my frenzied heart by fimble_famble

   Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F, Multi
   • Complete Work

   02 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Lottie Matthews/Natalie Scatorccio
   • Van Palmer/Taissa Turner
   • Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor
   • Van Palmer
   • Natalie Scatorccio
   • Taissa Turner
   • Lottie Matthews
   • Shauna Shipman
   • Jeff Sadecki
   • Misty Quigley
   • Coach Ben - Character
   • Randy Walsh (Yellowjackets)
   • Bottoms AU
   • loser lesbians
   • Lesbian Yearning
   • cw: brief heterosexual scene
   • fightclub but for lesbians
   • No crash au
   • How Do I Tag
   • she/her for lottie
   • she/her for shauna
   • she/it for misty
   • they/them for van
   • he/she/they for nat
   • queer
   • I love lesbians
   • chapter titles are Sappho poems
   • im writing and posting fast because Im a loser
   • I am suffering academically
   • I have a million other things to do and im writing gay fanfic
   • FML
   • Teen Timeline (Yellowjackets)
   • Inspired by Bottoms (Movie 2023)
   • bottoms 2023
   • non binary van
   • Implied Sexual Content

   Summary

   Van and Nat are just about to leave the fair, dejected after looking like total idiots to Lottie and Tai, when Lottie comes storming into the parking lot, trying to escape the advances of Jeff. it all goes to shit when Van offers her a ride and ever so slightly hits Jeff's knees with her car. It's such a shit show, and now Nat wants to start a FIGHT CLUB? Jesus Christ. all of this to hook up with soccer players...

   or, a yellojackets bottoms au with Lottienat & Taivan. fun times!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   17,883

   Chapters:

   11/11

   Comments:

   17

   Kudos:

   46

   Bookmarks:

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