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1. if you love me, you don't love me in a way i understand. by leylinez

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Barty Crouch Jr.
   • Evan Rosier
   • Regulus Black
   • Pandora Lovegood
   • like one james mention
   • Hurt
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Angst and Humor
   • Substance Abuse
   • Gay
   • so so so gay
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Rosekiller
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • First Wizarding War with Voldemort (Harry Potter)
   • set in like 1979-1980
   • Anxiety
   • possibly maybe just projecting my own
   • Canon Compliant
   • To a point
   • but like
   • Everyone is Alive
   • Everyone is Gay
   • Blood and Injury
   • Non-Graphic Violence
   • like its not that graphic yk
   • How Do I Tag
   • im sorry
   • Based on a Richard Siken Poem
   • Poem: Wishbone - Richard Siken
   • Alcohol
   • Drugs
   • but like is it substance abuse if you love substances???
   • Cuz they do
   • And I do
   • Christian Imagery & Symbolism
   • ? - Freeform
   • i cant promise the imagery is good tho so
   • anywho
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Like
   • Non-Explicit Sex
   • i cant describe dicks
   • I Was Drunk When I Wrote This
   • but not now
   • Minor Regulus Black/James Potter
   • Very Minor
   • like you really need a magnifying glass for that one

   Summary

   Even though i mostly listened to like 3 songs while writing this, my friend made me a playlist for shits so here it is ( playlist!1), if you want something to listen to while reading!! thank you k!!

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   Comments:

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