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Wang Shuo was eight years old when he first met Chi Cheng.
It was the kind of gathering every mafia family held, a meeting where heirs were introduced to one another, a careful dance of appearances and quiet assessment. Families of all ranks were present, but at the top of their game stood the Chis, the Wus, the Wangs, and the Guos.
The only absence was Wu Suowei, two years younger than Wang Shuo. Too young, too sheltered. He had heard whispers about the Wu heir, spoken of as precious and protected, a delicate jewel in a dangerous world.
Chi Cheng, by contrast, was everything a Chi heir was meant to be. Same age as Wang Shuo, he carried himself with a steady authority beyond his years. Every gesture, every glance seemed practiced yet natural, a young master in training to inherit the legacy of the most powerful family in the league. Even the elders watched him with respect, drawn to the weight of his quiet presence.
Wang Zhen, his older brother, stepped forward to introduce himself. Chi Cheng’s gaze lingered on the extended hand for a heartbeat before he took it firmly. Beside him stood Guo Chengyu the two had been inseparable, bonded from birth, a pair of allies who had already spent a lifetime together.
Chi Cheng did not speak much. But Guo Chengyu, his opposite in temperament, filled the air with easy words, laughter, and stories.
That day marked the fragile beginning of a tentative friendship between the four boys, if it could even be called that.
It also marked the moment Wang Shuo realized that admiration could exist for someone other than his own brother.
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Wang Shuo was ten years old when he saw the beginning of it all though he would only recognize it years later.
Since their introduction, he, Wang Zhen, Guo Chengyu, and Chi Cheng had met repeatedly. Their training as heirs forged a camaraderie that made the weight of their shared destiny slightly easier to bear. They attended classes together be it languages, strategy or fencing at private schools designed specifically for children of families like theirs. Among the students, the four of them were considered elite. People knew better than to cross them. Especially Chi Cheng.
Wang Shuo’s admiration for Chi Cheng had only grown over time. And though Chi Cheng remained as reserved and introverted as ever, Wang Shuo took comfort simply in being near him, a privilege he understood few others were afforded, and one Chi Cheng made clear by the subtle disdain he showed for those he deemed unworthy.
So when Wu Suowei first entered the room to introduce himself, Wang Shuo barely noticed. After all, the Wu family stood on equal footing with the Chis. He assumed Chi Cheng would meet him with the same cold, polite acknowledgment he reserved for all newcomers.
He was wrong.
Chi Cheng’s eyes did not merely glance at Suowei. They fixed on him. Stared. As if caught in a trance.
Wu Suowei was beautiful in a way that defied easy description -delicate features, luminous doe-like eyes, lips naturally flushed pink. He looked almost doll-like, yet there was nothing fragile about the energy he radiated. Animated, expressive and effortlessly charming, he drew attention without trying.
Wang Shuo did not know how to feel about that.
From that day, there was a new dynamic in their group. Everyone seemed wrapped around Suowei's little finger, willingly or not even Wang Shuo, despite himself.
And Chi Cheng?
He became Suowei’s shadow. His gaze never strayed far from the Wu heir, a quiet, unyielding sentinel.
That was the moment the balance of their world subtly shifted and Wang Shuo was already noticing the change, though he could not yet name it.
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Wang Shuo was fourteen when he realized he was attracted to Chi Cheng.
It began subtly. A glance held a second too long when Chi Cheng stood across the courtyard. A quiet thrill whenever Chi Cheng answered a question he had asked, as though that brief exchange carried more weight than it should. The feeling was light and strange and impossible to name but it lingered.
Then came the moments that were harder to ignore.
After football practice, when Chi Cheng peeled off his jersey, the fabric clinging to him like a second skin, Wang Shuo’s breath would hitch before he could stop it. Broad shoulders. Defined muscles. Sweat tracing down toned abs. Heat would rush to his ears, butterflies erupting low in his stomach.
He did not fully understand the reaction. He only knew it made him want to do reckless things like reach out, press his palm against that warm skin, and see if it felt as solid as it looked.
But that was only on his side.
Because after every goal Chi Cheng scored, his gaze did not search for Wang Shuo. It went to the stands. To the exact spot where Wu Suowei sat cheering the loudest.
The smile that curved across Chi Cheng’s face then was different soft, fleeting, almost private. And reserved only for Wu Suowei.
After every match, he would head straight to Suowei, as if the hug waiting there mattered more than medals, more than applause.
Wang Shuo watched it all.
Watched Chi Cheng bend slightly so Suowei could climb onto his back for a piggyback ride.
Watched the untouchable, unyielding heir lace their fingers together during horror movies because Suowei startled easily.
Watched him cup Suowei’s face with unbearable gentleness, wiping away tears shed over an injured kitten they had found behind the dormitories.
Each moment was small.
Each moment was devastating.
And sometimes, in the quiet after it all, Wang Shuo found himself wondering what would it feel like to be Wu Suowei?
To be looked at like that. Chosen like that. Loved like that.
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Wang Shuo was sixteen when he allowed himself to believe he might have a chance.
He was wrong in every possible way. He simply did not know it yet.
They were no longer children playing at inheritance. The weight of their surnames had begun settling fully onto their shoulders. Meetings replaced games. Strategy replaced theory. The responsibilities of being heirs no longer loomed in the distance, they had arrived.
Strangely, the bond they had formed over the years made the burden easier to bear. Shared destiny created its own kind of intimacy.
Wang Shuo had seen many sides of Chi Cheng by then.
He had watched him negotiate with men twice his age, unflinching and composed, earning reluctant respect and quiet envy. He had witnessed the cold efficiency with which Chi Cheng dealt with traitors. He had seen him fight, precise, controlled and devastating. Weapons never trembled in his hands. Decisions were never second-guessed.
Chi Cheng was steady.
Unshakeable.
Or so Wang Shuo believed.
He thought he had seen the full extent of him until the day Chi Cheng’s father announced that he would be sent to France for two years to expand overseas operations.
The assignment itself was unsurprising. It was expected.
What was not expected was the second decision.
Wu Suowei would remain behind. He was younger. Less involved in the core dealings. It was deemed “safer.”
For the first time in his life, Chi Cheng lost control.
His voice rose. Not sharp. Not cold but furious.
He argued with his father openly, something none of them had ever witnessed before. The confrontation was swift, volatile, and utterly futile. The decision had already been made.
The matter was closed.
Later that evening, Wang Shuo slipped into the gardens to find him ,to offer comfort, perhaps.
Instead, he found Chi Cheng beneath the cherry blossom tree.
Holding Wu Suowei.
“I know, Weiwei. I don’t want to leave either. But I have to. I’ll be back before you know it.”
The softness in his voice stunned Wang Shuo. He had never heard that tone before reverent, almost worshipful.
A twinge of longing twisted through his chest, sharp and unwelcome. Beneath it lay something uglier - envy, thin but persistent.
And then, to his own quiet shame, it shifted into something dangerously close to relief.
Two years.
For two years, Chi Cheng would be oceans away from Wu Suowei. For two years, he would be closer physically, if not emotionally to Wang Shuo.
It wasn’t what he truly wanted. It wasn’t the place he longed to occupy.But he would take what he could get.
“Take care of yourself for me, baby.”
Chi Cheng’s voice drifted softly through the garden, tender in a way Wang Shuo had never been allowed to hear up close.
He did not turn back. He hadn't been needed.
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Wang Shuo was eighteen when he finally understood there had never been a chance.
The fragile hope that had bloomed in his chest when Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei were separated withered slowly in France. Distance did not weaken Chi Cheng.
It sharpened him.
He became colder, more impenetrable. Even Guo Chengyu could not pry open that wall. Chi Cheng carried himself with a singular intensity, a silent warning radiating from him - Don’t touch.
He attended every meeting. Closed every negotiation. Made no mistakes. Not one that could delay his return to where his heart so clearly remained.
Wang Shuo, on the other hand, tasted a different kind of freedom.
He kissed strangers in dimly lit corners. Let himself be pulled into unfamiliar beds. If some of them bore a faint resemblance to Chi Cheng, broad shoulders, steady eyes then that was his secret to carry.
On their final night in France, the four of them decided to celebrate. A club. Loud music. Expensive liquor.
Chi Cheng was in noticeably better spirits. For obvious reasons, tomorrow, he would finally go home.
They were lounging in a secluded booth when Yin Ming approached. The daughter of a powerful business partner, she had always been polite, almost shy in their previous encounters. But impending departure and a few glasses of courage had apparently emboldened her.
Her gaze fixed squarely on Chi Cheng.
“Cheng,” she began softly, “I know we haven’t spoken much, but I really admire you. Can we keep in touch?”
The air shifted.
Wang Shuo felt it immediately- the subtle tightening, the way conversation around them dulled into background noise.
No one called him that.
It was either Chi Cheng in full, or Young Master Chi, as many had already begun saying.
Chi Cheng rose to his feet.
His expression did not change.
“What did you just say?”
The calm in his voice was what made it dangerous.
Yin Ming, oblivious to the warning, pressed on.
“Cheng, I like you. I want to stay in touch.”
Wang Shuo felt a flicker of amusement, quickly swallowed by irritation at her ignorance.
Chi Cheng leaned closer, lowering his mouth to her ear. He whispered something too soft for the others to catch.
Whatever it was drained the color from her face. Her hands trembled and her eyes widened.
Without another word, she turned and hurried away, nearly stumbling in her haste.
Silence lingered at the table.
Guo Chengyu broke it first. “What did you say to her?”
Chi Cheng sat back down, looking faintly bored.
“I told her that if she called me Cheng one more time, I’d cut off her tongue.”
There was no heat in his voice.
Just fact.
It wasn’t that Chi Cheng despised the name.
No.
It was simply that only one person in the world was permitted to say it.
Wang Shuo’s thoughts drifted unbidden and unwelcome, back to a memory he had never quite managed to forget.
“Everyone calls you by your full name. I’m going to call you Cheng.” Wu Suowei had said it with that familiar mix of bratty insistence and disarming sweetness, chin lifted in mock defiance, eyes bright with mischief.
And Chi Cheng had not corrected him. He never would. Because Chi Cheng had never denied his Weiwei anything.
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Wang Shuo was twenty when he learned that knowing something is unattainable does not make it hurt any less.
The occasion was the annual gala, this year grander than most, held in celebration of Chi Cheng securing a powerful alliance with the Japanese mafia. The ballroom glittered with wealth and hierarchy. Figures of every rank moved through the hall, alliances woven between handshakes and half-smiles.
But the true spectacle of the night was not the deal.
It was Chi Cheng.
At some point during the evening, the star of the celebration quietly disappeared from the center of attention. It did not need to be announced. It did not need to be displayed.
Everyone had already seen what mattered.
Chi Cheng had arrived with Wu Suowei at his side. Not behind him. Not trailing. At his side. And before an audience composed of allies, rivals, and elders alike, Chi Cheng had leaned down and pressed a deliberate kiss to Wu Suowei’s forehead.
It was not impulsive.It was not subtle. It was protection. Possession. Promise.
A silent declaration that Wu Suowei stood beneath his protection and belonged there.
Wang Shuo had watched the gesture unfold with a steady expression and an unsteady heart.
Some claims did not require words.
Wang Shuo had not meant to eavesdrop.
He had only stepped outside for air, an excuse to escape the suffocating brightness of the gala. But the moment he turned the corner into the quiet garden terrace, he saw them.
Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei.
Chi Cheng stood behind Suowei, arms wrapped securely around his waist, his head bent forward, resting in the curve of Suowei’s neck. They swayed gently, as though moving to music only they could hear. The world inside the ballroom with its power plays and polished smiles felt distant from where they stood.
Untouchable.
As if no one could interrupt them, even if they tried.
Then Wang Shuo heard it, the soft murmur carried by the night air.
“I love you, Weiwei. You’re my one and only. My endgame. You know that, right?”
Chi Cheng’s voice was low, intimate, stripped of command and steel. This was a tone reserved for one person alone.
“I love you too, Cheng,” Suowei replied, shy yet unwavering. “You know I have eyes only for you.”
Suowei turned within Chi Cheng’s arms, fingers curling lightly into the fabric of his suit. Before Chi Cheng could say anything more, Suowei rose on his toes and pressed a gentle kiss to his lips.
For a heartbeat, Chi Cheng stilled.Then he kissed him back slow, certain and earnest.
Their breathing mingled in the quiet, soft and close enough for Wang Shuo to hear.
He turned away, just as he had years ago in the gardens before France.
Only this time, the ache inside his ribs was sharper, deeper, less innocent. Back then, it had been longing.
Now it was something heavier.He had always known how this story would end.But knowing did nothing to dull the pain.
And beneath the hurt, something darker began to take shape envy curdling into greed, admiration souring into something almost cruel.
A part of him he had never met before was finally beginning to surface.
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Wang Shuo was twenty-five when he made a mistake and believed, in some distant, hollow part of himself, that he deserved what followed.
Five years earlier, after witnessing that confession beneath the night sky, something had taken root inside him. It was small at first. Quiet. Shameful.Ugly.
He refused to name it. Refused to examine it. But it stayed.
He had since watched everything unfold exactly as it was meant to.
Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei made their relationship official when Suowei turned twenty. The announcement was met not with scandal, but celebration. The two most powerful families, united not just by alliance but by love. It was hailed as inevitable.
He watched them fall even deeper.
Where one stood firm, the other softened. Where one sharpened, the other steadied. Wu Suowei may have been cherished and protected, but he was far from fragile. He built his own reputation, all sharp-minded, perceptive, disarmingly warm. He was no ornament at Chi Cheng’s side.
He was his equal.
Everything aligned like pieces on a chessboard sliding into their rightful squares.
They belonged to each other.
And Wang Shuo-
He coveted.
He coveted the way Chi Cheng looked at Suowei. The quiet devotion. The unyielding loyalty. The softness reserved for one person alone.
He wanted it.
So badly that he forgot a fundamental truth. No one touched Wu Suowei and walked away unscathed.
The invitation had been simple.
A friendly fencing match.
Wu Suowei had smiled bright and unsuspecting.
Wang Shuo did not know what he intended to prove. Superiority? Control? That he was still relevant?
But as the match began, anger simmered.
Suowei moved with effortless grace. Each feint was fluid, each step precise. He did not fight brutally - he fought intelligently. It was almost beautiful. Almost like dancing.
And it infuriated him. Suowei was not sheltered. He was skilled.
When Suowei executed a clean defensive maneuver, his blade slicing just enough to open a shallow cut across Wang Shuo’s palm—first blood—the match was decided.
Victory.
Suowei turned, lowering his weapon as he stepped toward the rack.
That was when something snapped.
Wang Shuo lunged.
No strategy. No thought.
Just impulse.
He never reached him.
A hand clamped around his wrist mid-strike, iron-tight, trembling with contained fury.
Chi Cheng.
What followed came back in fragments.
He never dared look at Chi Cheng’s face. But Suowei’s expression the shock and disbelief would haunt him for years.
There was a room.
Raised voices.Then red.So much red.
An animalistic scream tore through the air before he realized it was his own.
And then-
Numbness.
His right hand felt distant. Detached.
Because it was.
His mind tried to command fingers that were no longer there.
That had been three years ago.
He left the country soon after. Not out of exile but because he could not bear the weight of what he had destroyed with his own hands.
Friendships. Trust. An alliance decades in the making. All cracked by one moment of weakness.
This morning, however, a letter arrived.
An invitation.
The wedding of Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei.
He holds it carefully in his remaining hand.
It feels like forgiveness.
He does not know if he deserves it.