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subspace felt as if she was in heaven. his limbs felt light, almost as if he was a ragdoll.
the blade cutting across his thigh was now littered with her own blood on it, the flow of the red liquid seemingly never stopping. the cuts littered across both of his thighs are spewing out blood, flooding the white cuts with blood until it eventually overflows and spills down onto the bedsheets.
subspace grips the razor blade a bit tighter, panting slightly from his high. swords above, he was insane for enjoying the pain she inflicted onto herself— but it felt too good to stop now.
she shakily brings the blade back down onto her thigh, swiping quickly across and watching how it quickly turns from white to an angry red, pain blossoming from the cut— it felt heavenly.
the amount of cuts grew to an increasingly large number, going from a simple two cuts on each of his thighs to now almost 5 on each, the number rapidly growing.
self-destruction was one of subspaces guilty pleasures, revving in the rush she got from the pain. it was both suffering and pleasuring— but she couldn't tell anymore. her senses downed slightly as the blood flowed freely, not seeming to stop anytime soon.
all she could feel was the pain she inflicted, enjoying it and hating it at the same time. his mind was fuzzy, she couldnt differentiate between the two anymore. she could barely hear the sound of flesh ripping as her ears were slightly ringing— if he listened more closely, he could also hear his thrumming heartbeat. what she couldn't hear, although, was the sound of his partner opening the front door of their apartment.
"subspace, where are you?" medkit called out lowly to not wake up the other incase she was sleeping, innocently unaware of what subspace was experiencing in his room. bless their poor soul.
hanging their coat up and removing their shoes, he walked as lightly as they could. "my love, are you asleep?" they said as they arrived at subspaces bedroom door in a voice slightly louder than a whisper, making sure she could hear them behind the door.
subspace then suddenly sat up straight and freezing, his hand midway through making yet another cut on his left thigh. she didnt know how his partner would be like seeing the mess on the bedsheets, let alone her cutting herself. his lips moved to form words, but none came out of his throat. she gripped the blade a bit tighter and squeezed her eye shut, hoping that it would help with this embarrassing situation she was in. spoiler alert: it doesnt
he swallowed heavily, the sound almost so loud medkit could hear it behind the door. to her horror, she hears her partner opens the bedroom door, eye opening at the sound of steps. medkit steps in before their singular eye widens at the sight of their lover covered in blood. the medic side of them told them to summon their gear quickly to clean up the wounds, but the more feral side of them told them something else. unfortunately, the feral side of their mind was louder, ending up in them acting purely upon instinct before thinking it through.
they walked closer to where their lover was sat on the bed, her teetering close to the edge of it. medkit kneeled in between his thighs placing their hands on subspaces knees. she slightly gasped at the touch, warmth flooding her from their touch.
tears welled in subspaces eyes, threatening to spill. "i-im sorryy..." she said in a hushed tone, dragging out the last vowel. tears now spilled onto his cheeks freely, landing on his thighs— it made the cuts sting a bit. swords, medkit could swear they felt their cock twitch a bit at the sight of their lover crying like this
medkit came back to the present, noticing that now instead of a few tears falling, subspace was full on sobbing— sniffling and spit almost spilling out of his lips. they rubbed their thumbs on her knees, trying to soothe them slightly. the blade was now forgotten on the bed, subspaces hands found their way to her face to try and wipe at their tears— but it was to no use, the tears kept falling. medkit could fuck her raw right- they need to get their head out of the gutter. stop thinking with your dick medkit!
medkit inched their face closer to her thighs as if they were inspecting the cuts. they eyed the blood carefully, wetting their lips as they almost drooled at the sight of their lover covered in blood and tears. subspace shook slightly, trembling from the sobbing. “m-medkit…” he said in a hushed tone, almost whining it out.
then, at once, medkit dragged their tongue across his left thigh, letting the tongue run across her thigh just a little longer than she expected. subspace gasped faintly, the tears stopping at once from the warm tongue lapping at the blood and cuts, sometimes pausing to pull her face down and kiss her sloppily, making her taste her own blood. she whimpered, medkit now sticking their warm muscle into one of her cuts. “mmff- nghh..." the slight moan slipping past her lips, the sound trailing off as he bit his lips to slightly muffle the sounds he was starting to babble. medkit could stay like this forever, hearing their partner make these beautiful sounds, lapping at her blood like a wild beast, they relished in this moment.
the sensitivity from her thighs made this feel even better for subspace, but the sudden change from her crying to whimpering pathetically was quite dizzying— considering the fact that she was delirious just a moment ago. it was quite overwhelming even, a flurry of emotions swirling in her mind. but for now, he stayed enjoying the intimate moment.
most of the blood from both thighs was cleaned by now from medkits warm muscle, some excess blood drying up on her thighs. spit coated subspaces upper thighs and her cuts were glistening in the slight light the moon poured through the window in the bedroom. time felt as if it slowed down, medkit taking their time to work on subspaces thigh and the latter just sitting there being pretty.
this went on for a few minutes— until subspaces panties had a dark spot on them from how wet he got by now. her hips were buckling slightly up into the air from the pleasure, wanting medkit to just pull down her panties already and eat her out. medkit then slowed their tongue down, reaching up at subspaces head to bring him down for yet another kiss as he straightened up to be eye level with subspace.
"lets get you cleaned up now, darling." subspace whined pitifully— he wanted medkit to eat him out so badly, but she knew medkit wouldnt let that happen, they would say something stupid along the lines of "not letting the cuts get infected" or "prioritizing safety". she tried grabbing at the collar of medkits button-up they still have not taken off ever since they got home from work, to persuade them into letting her chase that pleasure and climax once and for all this night. although, he will admit that he is quite tired, noticing the clock saying 1:43 AM in her bedroom. she had barely registered medkit picking him up and walking to the bathroom together to get them washed up (and subspace patched up, the cuts werent gonna heal themslves!) so they can cuddle to sleep in peace.