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1. Love you with the lights on by Twolipsliterature

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • a few OC's they're irrelevant dw about it
   • Canon Compliant
   • Fluff
   • Established Relationship
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Boys In Love
   • Kissing
   • First Time
   • Body Worship
   • Hand Jobs
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Jealousy
   • Jealous Dan Howell
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Light Angst
   • 2009 Era (Phandom)
   • either 2009 or 2010 dw about it kitten
   • jealous Dan always hits what can I say
   • OC's are only there for two seconds to drive the plot along but they're funny
   • who tf names their kid Bartholomew these days??

   Summary

   "With Phil, it always feels good. Everything does; his lips, his hands, his heat. But he knows it can be so much more if he weren't such a coward. And surely Phil knows it too. He says just being with Dan is enough. But Dan wishes, no- he hopes, that one day, he can do more than just enough."
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   Dan struggles to overcome his internalized homophobia during his intimate moments with Phil. He wants, he tries and slowly, they are making progress. After an old friend of Phil's gets a little too handsy for Dan's comfort, he finally gains the confidence he needs to just take what he wants.

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