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1. this is a dream . . . whole put me in it . by dustercipher

   Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album)  

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   • Complete Work

   27 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Soul (Chonny Jash)
   • Heart (Chonny Jash)
   • Mind (Chonny Jash)
   • Self-Harm
   • POV Third Person
   • Kinda
   • oh wait tagging works for me now
   • fuck yeah
   • Originally written as a vent
   • not so much now
   • Soul POV
   • He/Him and She/Her Pronouns for Soul (Chonny Jash)
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • wrote this in browser
   • soul and mind r gay for eachother but this isn't mentioned here
   • also heart is barely mentioned at all sory
   • soul has a tail actually
   • Mild Gore
   • Kind Of
   • not really - Freeform
   • i use ellipsis a lot
   • no beta read we die like souls arm
   • this is probably poorly written
   • title used to be a reference to splitter girl but i changed it because it didnt make sense
   • still unfinished
   • maybe will be finished maybe won't
   • minds reactions are glorified versions of my parents reactions and then what i wanted to happen really
   • Inspired by Music
   • written by a D1 soul fictionkin ok
   • id something seems out of character shhhh
   • also not said here but soul is underweight
   • and has severe infections
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • inform me if this requires more tags ok
   • Typos

   Summary

   TW TW TW !!! SH!!!!!!
   ok so this is just selfharm slop fic because I'm thought about KILLING myself tonite and didn't!!! so im writing this in AO3 BROWSER with no beta read no nothing . ... we are RAW DOGGING this shif
   also it doesnt allow me to put tagd for somereaosn

   EDIT; so, I'm back after... i don't even fucking know how long after writing this. I will say im far more mentally sound then i was before when writing this (which was literally right after i was done cutting that night...) i .. am going to clean this up , and make it a READABLE fic. because in its current state.... its really not.

   Im NOT fixing the pov btw , cause it heavily fits what i was experiencing at the time (severe depersonalization)

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