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My eyes opened with a quite heavy feeling. I was laying in sheets that didn’t belong to me. However they were unusual comfortable. I felt an easy feeling on my chest, I slowly started checking the area around me. My eyes pointed on a body laying next to me. Blue-ish black hair was covering the face of that gorgeous man. His lip was slightly parted making his breathing visible. He had medium lashes that were curled up in a high angle, pretty sure that made them look longer. Sleep looked so peaceful on him.
I sat myself up inspecting the room. My clothes were laying on the ground next to my side of the bed. I threw on my shirt and slipped into my jeans. I grabbed my phone and was ready to leave, one night stands weren’t something too unusual for me. And its just the way it works, you fuck, you leave, makes sense right?
I glanced back one last time, just to notice the man was calmly looking at me. His tired stare gave nothing away. My chest tightened for a second. I was speechless, turned around and closed the door instantly. I trembled the stairs from the apartment down, not even thinking about what i did.
As I finally left the apartment I decided to check my phone. I pulled it out of my pocket, just to see that the phone is dead. WHAT A PAIN IN THE ASS. And where the fuck am I!? There was a bus stop on the other side of the road. I stared to scan the schedule for a bus that would arrive soon. Luckily this place was only 5 stops away from my apartment. About the bus situation though, I would need to wait for a while because buses only drive every half an hour.
I sat down on one of the three seats and slowly started to realise. FUCK
Again, again the same shit, again the same actions, but something feels different this time.
I left him. I left him. I left him.
I could’ve done better, so fucking much better, but no I decided I should act like a dick and leave.
It’s kinda pathetic, isn’t it?
Tangled between my thoughts I nearly forgot about the bus situation.
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