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1. sinning at the soda fountain by hole_in_the_roof

   Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Mar 2026

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   • Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
   • Steve Rogers
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Original Characters
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • in the context of steve's plane crash
   • Gay Rights
   • steve rogers discovering the 21st century
   • Pre-Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)
   • timeline is a little goofy
   • Steve Rogers & Sam Wilson Friendship
   • Good Friend Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Sam Wilson is a Ray of Sunshine (Marvel)
   • Steve Rogers Needs a Hug
   • Steve Rogers Feels
   • Steve Rogers and the 21st Century
   • First Time
   • First Time Bottoming
   • Anal Sex
   • Virgin Steve Rogers
   • Gay Steve Rogers
   • Gay Panic
   • One-Sided Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • One Night Stands
   • Getting Together
   • Meet-Cute
   • Steve Rogers is a Ray of Sunshine
   • Steve Rogers is Bad at Feelings
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • Religious Guilt
   • Catholic Steve Rogers
   • Gay Catholic Guilt
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Sam Wilson is a Gift (Marvel)
   • Pining
   • Flirting
   • Enthusiastic Consent
   • First Time Blow Jobs
   • Sam does not know Steve is a virgin
   • Steve Rogers is Not a Prude
   • Horny Steve Rogers
   • You try going 90 years without dick and see how horny you get
   • Bucky haunts the narrative
   • Crying During Sex
   • Bottom Steve Rogers
   • Mild Hurt/Comfort
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Emotional Sex
   • Child Abuse
   • it's a mix between comic canon and MCU canon
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Religious Conflict

   Summary

   Steve wants to say, two weeks after I woke up, I went for a walk in the park, and I saw two men holding hands. They couldn’t’ve been more than twenty years old and they were walking together and swinging their hands in tandem and just seeing them scared me to my fucking bones. I wanted to tell them to hide. I wanted to tell them it wasn’t safe, that someone might see. I looked around to see if anyone noticed and no one cared. Do you know what that’s like? To come into a world where, suddenly, no one cares when it’s all I ever cared about?

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