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It's disgusting in the way you keep forgetting it should be. Hair and bumps and scars and crooked teeth---it’s an animalistic hunger to devour him.
No, devouring is too cruel. Swallow him whole, so he doesn't have to hurt anymore.
So you can keep him safe inside you.
You're inside him. He's whimpering and crying under you, and you, you're a glutinous little creature. You want more of it. Need it, even.
“My name—please.”
He lifts his head from the pillow. “...what?”
“Please say my name. Please. I want to hear it come out of your mouth.”
“Malleus-shi—”
“No! Without the honorifics. Please. I'm no longer a stranger to you—” Groaning, then screaming, then crying tears of pleasure as you collapse next to him.
He's all wet like he came out of the rain, glistening like an icicle.
You did this to him.
He let you.
You're hands that were so close to having blood on them, he lets dip into him like he’s water you can turn into wine.
You take his frail body into your arms, and cradle it the way he never was as a child.
You're getting fucked to the sound of gun shots on the television, because you just wanted a move night; but he needed this and you, you're so grotesque. Half your face burnt off, scars everywhere, and he’s still begging to be knee-deep inside of you. He's the only one who ever would.
He keeps begging. Over and over. For anything, everything.
As if you wouldn’t give him the world.
As if you wouldn't remake this one to bend around his will.
You want to tell him to go harder, like it's cool if he hurts you.
“G-go slower,” you say instead, because you're not that strong, and he doesn't need you to be.
They shoot their last bullet as you cum on each other’s stomach. Your face is deep red, and his eyes are too. He looks deep into yours before kissing you, soft, then rolling over to catch his breath.
It's empty without him.
You start to kiss him again. He kisses back, slow, sweet. He's going to swallow you whole so that it doesn't hurt.
You're going to let him so that he never feels the ache of starvation again.