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1. silver spoons (and butter knives) by whokilledkat

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Kip Grady & Scott Hunter
   • Hayden Pike & Jackie Pike
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • Zane Boodram
   • Luca Haas
   • Troy Barrett
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Depression
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs Therapy
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • So much angst
   • too much angst
   • this is going to be really sad so please don't read it if this triggers you
   • Therapy
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Injury
   • Blood and Injury
   • Anger
   • i didn't read the books too closely i might go off canon or not reference things well
   • light smut maybe idk

   Summary

   Ilya Rozanov sustained a bad injury late last season that he just can't seem to shake. He feels himself start to slowly unravel, unable to face the fact that the one thing he has always been able to hold on to may not be his at all anymore. As his performance declines, his mental health begins to take a tumble with it. He tries his best to save face, to shoulder this burden alone, but his team mates and husband grow concerned as Ilya isolates himself completely.

   Set after the long game, where Ilya needs therapy, is in denial, and at war with himself.

   Title inspired from song Silver Spoon by Erin Lecount
   Heavy TW for this please look at the tags.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   22,448

   Chapters:

   8/?

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